"i'm at a place called vertigo"

ah, there's so much going on, yet nothing to do. ever been there?!

church tonight was AWESOME. i love it so much. kevin queen is just simply awesome.

I love GOD...
When no one's listening, he is. When I am pouring into others, who is there to pour into me?! HE IS!
ahh, thats just so awesome!

YHWH

<3 Alyssa

ahhh

why do i always get in the middle of things...i'm such a people pleaser that i always think i can solve other peoples problems-and then it always ends up messing me up in the end---ahhh, i'm not mad at anyone, just myself--i wonder why i always let this happen.  But then the even bigger problem is i always get into these things for the right ( Read more... )

Ephesians 6:11
"Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes." (NIV)

I have recently realized that in order to over come temptations and weaknesses, it's not a matter of my thoughts or me fighting or resisting them, but a matter of me simply living how God wants me to, how he has planned for me, living ( Read more... )

wow, you're a fast runner, i've been waiting for you for 5 hours good news: i saw a dog today, have u ever seen a dog, u probably have, why is your coat so big, how was school, do u have any friends at school, do u have a best friend, does he have a big coat too ( Read more... )

*HAPpY*NeW*YEaRs*

Have you ever...
--->Had a serious illness? nope
--->Been happy about someones death? no.. that would be sad
--->Killed an animal? yeah.. well…an ant…or any other type of insect or spider…I do admit..and uh a snake once..but that was an accident
--->Been sexually attracted to a cartoon character? um, NO
--->Taken part in a riot? I don’t think so…but if ( Read more... )

do you ever just wanna grow up, maybe even just for a day. be 30 and married and have kids and just live ur life that way--just for a day
i wanna know what my life's going to be like, ah, i hate waiting for everything.

ahh madelyn, but that means i cant marry peter pan, cause i wouldnt be able to grow up if i married him, ah-o well. lol- i wanna ( Read more... )

Here, comes the cold. Break out the winter clothes And find a love to call your own. You...enter you. Your cheeks a shade of pink And the rest of you in powder blue. Who knows, what will be? But I'll make you this guarantee... No way November will see our goodbyes When it comes to December it's obvious why No one wants to be alone at ( Read more... )

another crazy day--went to the mall, then target, then toys r us with my sibs, then borders...and ofcourse starbucks..lol ( Read more... )

i need a pick me up....

i cant believe i'm saying this, but i miss school--i miss the socializing for the most part
and schedule and structure..lol, its one of those things u never really realize u like until its gone..hehehehehe

o well, maybe i just need something to look forward to, i donno.

<3 alyssa