being pissed off feels grrrrrrrrreat ((i was trying to sound like tony the tiger))

[fsckyouall]

okay, so i've been hanging out with billy and jeremy a lot recently, and at JEREMY'S suggestion, i hung out with billy the other night when jeremy went to work, then got dropped off at his house at like 1am.. and last night i hung out at billy's and we stayed up all night and picked jeremy up from work in the morning... which we were going to do

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[fsckyouall]

oh yeah (yes im lame and commenting on myself) but also, importantly, whenever i would ask him why we shouldnt hang out, he would mostly say "i dont know." which doesnt seem to me like good enough of a decision to base my plans on :P
the reasons he DID finally give (i wish he would just tell me in the first place, gosh) is that he doesnt want to hang out with billy right after work (which we wouldnt have to, we could just say we wanted to go home and sleep, which would probably be true, because ive barely slept today, and i know billy hasnt either.)
2) he doesnt want to make billy drive ((since when is that an issue?))
3) he doesnt want to give billy more gas money ((i can understand that))
4) he said that billy only comes to pick him up in the buick when it benefits him somehow, like hanging out with sara all night, or hanging out with me all night.
but i dont see how that means that i shouldnt hang out with billy... maybe JEREMY shouldnt hang out with billy if he doesn't like that.
i dont know.
im irritated.