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Verflucht noch eins, ich kann echt nur hoffen, dass sich mein Leben nächste Woche wieder einkriegt. Wenn das Semester in Schwung geraten ist und nicht mehr mit aller Kraft angeschoben werden muss. Oder wenigstens im November, wenn ich nur noch einen Job "nebenher" statt zweien habe. Ich muss aufpassen, dass ich nicht ständig herumjammere, ist ja ( Read more... ) -
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And in all that chaos in my life I find a single moment, far from the rollercoaster of findings, fears and fiction, to just warm my ice cold hands on a hot cup of darjeeling tea (with sugar and milk), saying nothing, breathing deeply, and through the thin wall, behind which an oil painting is forged, a high voice sings to me with so much beautiful ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah right. Just guess. Correct! I have a cold! A-fucking-gain! I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired. There are far too many beautiful things to do! Friends to spend time with or at least call, you know? Creative thingamuns and, dammit, life in general.
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(I really try to post more often, see? XD)
From a very recent, awesome dream:
Forge a sword
from my blood
play a tune
on my bones
eat my heart and burn my hair
so I will find you.
Other than that this day had one hidden in-joke: Prof. E. and her brother were such a tightly knit couple back in the day that they were known and feared as "Brüderchen und Schwesterchen". Na denn. -
Too much life
- I'm in Halle right now, Japanese Studies Convention of DOOM
- Instead of listening to lectures, Frau E., the other employees and me went to art and history museums today. Well. Instead of working on my academic career in Japanese studies... I go look at art. Telling.
- Still coughing, yes.
- Still SO fucking tired all the time.
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Health Update
The bronchitis? Is getting worse every day. 18 days and counting. New medical appointment tomorrow morning. We'll see, we'll see. Internet porn is the warm blanket I drown my brain in. -
P.S.A:
So yeah. Bronchitis. Funtimes. Just for anybody who's wondering why I'm kinda gone. -
Isch kann so nisch arbeiten.
Mein PC zickt ohne Ende. Vermutlich brauch ich mehr RAM. Aber bevor ich die alte Kiste nachrüste... ich brauch eigentlich nen neuen. -_- Jedenfalls nicht wundern, wenn mir das gerade massenhaft Zeit klaut. GNA.
