1st person "yeah man it is a small world."
2nd person " yeah everybody knows everybody."

3rd person " thats just cuz everyones fucked torr."

another HILARIOUS moment brought to you by my shot up memory.

"ive discovered, that this fight is not worth fighting.
you are young and you must be LIVING.
go now. you are forgiven."

i dont know if the world can get any stupider.

my dad has skin cancer.
the kind that GETS serious.
hes falling apart.

im gonna put him in the hospital.

now ive only fucked with rolls once, but theres a specific feeling that you get on excstacy and its called happiness...
i actually find myself looking arround the room
feeling completely happy to be alive.

im learning how to not get alcohal poisoning every time i drink...

"i wonder if a lot of these mcs even know how it feels
to even know how it feels to dedicate theire lives to these bars made out of steel."

Everytime ive ever been put away, its for my friends.
i dont think anybody has ever actually sat down and realized that.

do i not get enough credit?
i dunno.

may i just say, that it ALWAYS ends up like this.
they ALWAYS want to lock me up.

they wanna send me to jail... or boot camp.
i got in trouble for beating the crap out of my friends 18 year old brother.
he deserved it.
and hes now pressing charges.
warrant for arrest? issued.

"...murder was the case that they gave me."

I WAS WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHRIS AND PENNY WOKE ME UP TODAY AT 8AM~!!!!!!!

im in st bernard at ppennys ghetto little house.
its cute as fuck.
it amazes me that her step sister is so mature for 10 years old.
penny told her she could beat me up
and she was like
"bitch im too old for that , i gotta boyfriend."

you know a lot of times i wish i could just let my dad hear one song with me.
i dont know what song it be.
but a lot of times i wish i could just listin to one song with him.

AND I DONT WANT YOUR FUCKIN PITY.