This is hell

[fuck_the_dealer]

I'm not gonna lie, I hate it here. I am thinking about dropping out and just crawling under a hole. How hard could it be to find a job without a college education. I honestly haven't felt this horrible ever, and I just want it to be over. I hate this. Everyone else is just fine but I really hate it a lot and I just want to go home. I'm like crying

Comments

[sbrocks88]

Shane I am really sorry your not happy. If your really that unhappy maybe you should transfer or do whatever you think will make you happy. I just hoping that you are ok. I am really worried about you. Call whenever you want.

[yoda_granola]

why? whats wrong with it??
you okay?

I love you.

[anonymous]

hey shane,
i read this and thought "God i felt this way not a week ago." i have been here for 13 days and the first 6 were HELL on EARTH. So, last friday night I had a mini emotional breakdown (one of many) and cried my eyes out to my brother my sister and my mom for probably two hours. And then not 20 minutes after i got thru telling them that i hated it here and i wanted to go home, it clicked. Someone gave me a call and i went to a party. And i've haven't been unhappy since. The point of this is, that when you really think that you have to leave or transfer or just die, that's when things get REALLY good. So just give it time, and believe me with the personality,charm and good natured person that you are, it is only a matter of time before you are in a big group, and life is good.
Trust that everything will be ok, and if you ever need to talk of need a shoulder to cry on, i'm here.

Love always,
Claire