When did all this happen?

[fuckarizona]

I tried so hard to convince myself that I loved you just like i loved everybody else.

But the truth forced its way out. I love you so much more.

I thought I was over this.
I thought you didnt matter to me.
But when it comes down to it.. You're the only thing that matters to me at all..

Comments

[spider_matt]

Oh, you still use this thing.

Allowing your feelings for someone else to consume you to the point that you believe it's the only thing that matters is a very dangerous point to reach. That is just inviting misery into your life, which is much different from misery budging in unexpected.