"Life is not about finding yourself, but creating yourself"

shit, last night i layed my head down to sleep thinkin i was gonna esacpe to sumthin good. But i had such a fucked up dream last night, woke up in cold sweats and shit. I dont kno i jus wanna be left alone for a bit. Im in a bad mood and it doesnt look like its gonna change. The most fucked up part of my dream was it was so real but im not ( Read more... )

well i'd say 2marrow buts its already today, well... fuck it u kno what i mean. newayz i gots alot of shit to take care of. this weekend got a load off my shoulders, i was waitin to see sumthin but it all became clear over the weekend and i realize i gotta do this now u kno? so i gotta make a bunch of phone calls and set all this shit up. shit to ( Read more... )

i dunno anymore, fuckin lifes a real bitch. read this for what it is, its not a cry for help or and of that bullshit its me sayin how i feel for once in a while. i really think i dont care much anymore, but i kno i do inside that i dont wanna give up. its like and internal fight within me, to give up or not to give up. everyday i think no i dont ( Read more... )

fuckin yea last night was fun as fuck, wasa drunk as FUCK and woke up still drunk. but fuckin, im goin to look at sumthin this commin week so i might not b leavin state. but i am cuttin off alot of my "friends" and these so called people who "care" about me. where i move only people i trust and respect will kno where it is. or have any means of ( Read more... )

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Another update on the Az thing. I talked to my uncle today and were gettin together on Thrusday to discuss all the details. Well by the looks of things.. i am going, i dont have shit here for me and i realize it now. I am appealed by the thought of no more pain or drama and bullshit, but saddened by the thought of losing all my good friends. So yea ( Read more... )

Got good news and kinda good/bad news dependin how i and yall look at it ( Read more... )

shit from what i heard tha audio im workin on wit my boy is goin onto a mix tape! so yea shit im happy bout that shit and yall should b too im actually pullin shit together now yall gotta luv that. newayz here tha lyrics ill b droppin. its 16 bars so read em and love em ( Read more... )

Please rate this, its a whole song i wrote and i need to kno what yall think before i make it audio ( Read more... )