north american makes me feel like a monster.

I've Said It Before and I'll Say It Again ( Read more... )

why do i feel so lost ( Read more... )

had no idea it was ever possible to be THIS hurt.

today is the first day I've felt happy and without emotional weights upon my shoulders for a very long timeFinally after months, almost a year, I feel light, without strings pulling apart my inner central to the left insides. I feel clear, unclouded, capable, loved, independent, on a path, strong, and optimistic. I'm nowhere near complete, but I ( Read more... )

I'm so bloody frusterated, because i've realized i don't know how to EXPRESS MYSELF anymore. I am BURSTING with emotion, with feeling, with understandings and thoughts, so many thoughts - too many thoughts, so many i can't even wrap my head around them - and i don't know how to express this all in a way that takes it off my chest. and places it ( Read more... )

I'm located here now:

http://postdramaticstresssyndrome.blogspot.com/

bye bye mary!!!! BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life definitely doesn't get easier ( Read more... )

"We will worm our way, expending considerable effort, into the small end of the cornucopia, in order that we may later emerge, expending less effort and having the time of our life, out of the large end."