What is your name?: allegra
Are you named after anyone?: haha take a guess. nooo.
What's your screename?: youknowitpours
Would you name a child of yours after you?: hell no. my girls names are going to be dakota or madison. guys i dont know. something awessssome.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: uh yeah my mom wanted to name me sebastian. thats even worse than allegra.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: hmm...uh...i kind of like having a name no one does.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. alegra. stuuuuuuuupid.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: in a heartbeat.
Basics
Your gender:: girl
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight.
Single?: mhm
If not, do you want to be?: im a swinger. but it would be nice to settle down.
Birthdate:: march 4th 1988
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: hopefully not 16.
Age you wish you were:: at least 18
Your height:: 5'4 or 5
Eye color:: brown blue
Happy with it?: i love em.
Hair color:: naturally dark blonde. now its black on the bottom, streaked caramel and brown and dark brown and stuff.
Happy with it?: its a lot better than it was when it was pink.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: i live with my mom
Your family:: my brothers in college and my dads in highland park.
Have any pets?: kitty = percy. the best.
Whats your job?: hostess at hackneys (restaurant), dairy queen as always.
Piercings?: 7 on left ear 8 on right 1 in nose
Tattoos?: soon
Obsessions?: LIVEJOURNALXCORE. no. not being home.
Addictions?: smoking
Do you speak another language?: no i quit that two years ago
Have a favorite quote?: i dont know. i just thought of "but what theyve seen, well it wasnt me, its just some lie they slept beside, i kept this from them, but i cant keep this from you" not that thats a quote but whatever i love it.
Do you have a webpage?: no. joke: www.geocities.com/xxdyinginnewbrunswickxx/alertthemedia our "band"
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: yeah. sometimes its a good thing. other times its not. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: for the most part. i get along with a lot of people.
Do you have any secrets?: yeah
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes i hate things i do/ the way i act but i dont hate myself.
Do you like your handwriting?: yesm i do.
Do you have any bad habits?: sleeping for hours and hours and hours.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "you have cool eyes"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: infamous
What's your biggest fear?: being unhappy/ having an unsuccesful marriage/ not meeting all the amazing people there are to meet in the world.
Can you sing?: when im alone.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: uh, no.
Are you a loner?: not at all.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: not fucking up. having a happy life. friends because they are the most important.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah haha.
Are you a daredevil?: i guess so.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i think i could try harder at a lot of stuff but i just dont want to so i dont. i also speak before i think.
Are you passive or agressive?: most definitely not passive.
Do you have a journal?: my head. and i sometimes write in cute little blank books.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: getting along with people. weakness: worrying about what people think about me/ obsessing over little things in my mind.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: that i found time to do all the things that i love rather than sleeping/watching tv/going on the computer. and more importantly that i cant "save" everyone.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: honestly no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
Do you think life has been good so far?: there are people who have it far worse than i do, but up until this year i hated my life. but i dont anymore for the most part so its good i guess. yeahhhhhhhh.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never give up. things will work themselves out if you wait and let them.
What do you like the most about your body?: i like my eyes.
And least?: alot.
Do you think you are good looking?: i cant answer that. in the right light. haha.
Are you confident?: on the outside yes. on the inside mostly yes. a little no.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: HOLDEN CAULFIELD.
Are you perceived wrongly?: allll the fucking time. people that dont know me think im a wild crazy drug and alcahol obsessed slut which is so far from the truth its insane. school. mhm. Do You...
Smoke?: yeah
Do drugs?: yeah sometimes.
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: nope.
Go to church?: im forced to every sunday.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: until i get annoyed.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: i have about 8000.
Take walks in the rain?: if its warm. and i have a hood.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i try not to hate anyone.
Drive?: one of my favorite things to do.
Like to drive fast?: like its my job. i seriously want to be a racecar driver. and im not kidding. driving is a passion of mine. and its not just because im 16 thanks.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: talking, not really. singing when im by myself i do.
Hurt yourself?: not anymore.
Been out of the country?: canada
Eaten something that made other people sick?: im sure i have.
Been in love?: nope
Done drugs?: yeah.
Gone skinny dipping?: no and i never will.
Had a medical emergency?: i overdosed on sleeping pills by accident when i was like four. my first asthma attack. when i got the metal from a notebook stuck in my eye.
Had surgery?: when i was born i had a double hernia removed or somethign.
Ran away from home?: last summer for four days.
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: yeah
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: not in a while but i have.
Thought about suicide?: yeah. but i would NEVER fucking EVER do it.
Pulled an all nighter?: ohh yes.
If yes, what is your record?: i think like 9 am.
Gone one day without food?: ive gone several.
Talked on the phone all night?: mhm. fucker.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yesm.
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone?: yes. i mean no...
Made out with a stranger?: yeah.
Had sex with a stranger?: nope.
Thought you're going crazy?: yeah.
Kissed the same sex?: yeah haha.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope.
Been betrayed?: ohh yes.
Had a dream that came true?: not literally.
Broken the law?: of course. everyone has.
Met a famous person?: i used to stay at the guy that plays spongebob (tom kennys) house when i was 7 and 8. ive met: newman from seinfeld. and fat joe. haha. i rock.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: do bugs count.
On purpose?: if bugs, yes.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: im sure i have.
Stolen anything?: yeah.
Been on radio/tv?: yeah.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah.
Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah. more than once.
Bungee jumped?: no.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: fantasy.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: i dont know. probably not.
Miracles?: depends on what you consider a miracle.
Astrology?: what?
Magic?: what kind.
God?: i beleive theres some kind of god for sure.
Satan?: i dont know.
Santa?: no.
Ghosts?: maybe
Luck?: yeah.
Love at first sight?: yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: obviously.
Witches?: no.
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i suppose it is.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: not literally.
Do you wish on stars?: no.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i dont know enough about it to have a view on it.
Do you think God has a gender?: ""
Do you believe in organized religion?: if thats what people want to do and it gives them comfort than sure. i dont know enough about any religion to beleive in one fully.
Where do you think we go when we die?: hopefully heaven. i dont know. i hate thinking of that more than anything in the entire fucking world. i hate death.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: i do.
Who is your best friend?: i cant choose one.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: i couldnt say.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: probably eric. Your favourite inside joke?: inside means inside.
Thing you're picked on most about?: being too loud.
Who's your longest known friend?: i guess grace, 11 or 12 years, but i dont really talk to her anymore.
Newest?: oh man i dont know. elle? maybe abby. no. i dont know.
Shyest?: saraaaaaaa
Funniest?: everyones funny in their own way.
Sweetest?: michellllle.
Closest?: you know who you are
Weirdest?: elle haha
Smartest?: hm probably sara.
Ditziest?: alexis
Friends you miss being close to the most?: jessica.
Last person you talked to online?: this is the 78th time this question has been asked.
Who do you talk to most online?: probably eric or sara
Who are you on the phone with most?: i dont know
Who do you trust most?: i trust all my friends
Who listens to your problems?: sara and carly
Who do you fight most with?: grennan
Who's the nicest?: everyone
Who's the most outgoing?: carly
ho's the best singer?: ELLE
Who's on your shit-list?: a lot of people from schoooool.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: not a girl friend.
Who's your second family?: mrs kramer.
Do you always feel understood?: no not a lot.
Who's the loudest friend?: grennan when shes riled up. i dont think riled is a word. or carly when she laughs.
Do you trust others easily?: somtimes too easy. sometimes not easy enough.
Who's house were you last at?: carlys
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: cant say it
Do your friends know you?: i like to think they do.
Friend that lives farthest away:: ellllle.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: not if it meant something to you.
What do you find romantic?: the little things.
Turn-on?: easy to talk to. confidence. independance.
Turn-off?: complaining, looking for sympathy, too confident. annoying. not smart.
First kiss?: greg minasian.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: id feel bad i guess, but its better to let them know as to not lead them on.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: of course. unless you want a one week relationship.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: whatever people want to do is fine. for me, i would never ask a guy out.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes. personalitycrushx10.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: depends on who they are.
What is best about the opposite sex?: depends on who the person is. i like sincerity.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: thinking they can always get what they want.
What's the last present someone gave you?: erin got me fight club. mrs. kramer got me a bracelet.
Are you in love?: yes with life no with boy.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have one but if i did hed be HOT haaha
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: eric kramer.
You wanted to kill?: i dont want to kill anyone.
That you laughed at?: probably sara or carly.
That laughed at you?: probably sara or carly.
That turned you on?: UM ALL BOYS BECAUSE I LIKE THEM ALL. nooo probably... oh i cant say his name here haaaaa.
You went shopping with?: erhhhhhhhm. i dont remember. probably grennan.
That broke your heart?: not saying it
To disappoint you?: a lot of people.
To ask you out?: i REFUSE to acknowlede his existance.
To make you cry?: eric kramer because i saw his old room and all his shit was gone and its a guestroom now and it was depressing.
To brighten up your day?: s&c
That you thought about?: i wouldnt know.
You saw a movie with?: jessica nick nick grennan and dan.
You talked to on the phone?: i dont remember.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: mike haha.
You saw?: sara and carly
You lost?: cant say it
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no its 2 in the morning.
Will it be with your significant other?: i dont have one.
Or some random person?: im not going out dammit!
What are you wearing right now?: polka dot pj pants and a michigan football shirt
Body part you're touching right now:: my neck because it hurts.
What are you worried about right now?: having an unproductive summer.
What book are you reading?: the same thing ive been reading forever. the hearbreaking workds of a staggering genious by dave eggers and one flew over the coocos nest and shattered glass.
What's on your mousepad?: its like my notepad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: scared confused happy tired anxious
Are you bored?: kind of.
Are you tired?: very
Are you talking to anyone online?: this kid.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: not content. not necissarely lonely.
Are you listening to music?: tv