so yeah im at one of those points in my life right now when i need to just slow down and stop thinking so fucking much!!! im really bored right now but im at a party and theres a keg outside and i have no clue why im not out there drinking outta it like everyone else is so imma get off here and try to drink a lil bit...

so yeah im at home now and shit is driveing me crazy!!! i stayed at corys night befor last and i cut for the first time in like a year....im not in a good mood and people dont seem to understand that the more they push me the more i wanna cut and the more they get on my nerves the more likely i am to bust their fucking skull!!! im really pissed ( Read more... )

so sometimes i get really bored....im really bored right now...

yeah so im in west vergina and its 10:38.. im waiting for ashley to get home from work... im bored outta my mind! just got off the phone with brodie.hes watching some fucked up movie. i think i might actually miss him this summer. i been hangin with him brittany and anthony all summer so im gonna miss them all!! so me and nasty are seriously ( Read more... )

so yeah my second moms dying.she goes in on the 8th to get a lung removed. i feel like shit. i got me a man but my best friend wants him and i think shes mad at me but she wont admit it. my cousin dont like eddie (my bf) cuz he was in ODYS (ohio division of youth services, its like a prison for teens)for 1 1/2 years and was in a methadone clinic ( Read more... )

so today is friday and im lovein it! im goin to cedar point this weekend with some friends and it better be fun!! well i gotta go take a shower and go to work..see ya!
~megan~

so i still gotta go to court but the girl i beat up decided to drop charges so now its down to position. oh well ill just get back on probation.i dont even care anymore. just say fuck it! cory is bein weird around me... mike says its cuz he dont like my boyfriend. i dont care. who im with shouldnt change the way he treats me should it?? jeremy dont ( Read more... )

so school is sucking as alwayz. mom and dad are fighting again. cory is confusing me. brodie is a dick. billy seems like the only person i can really depend on. ashlie is the only person i can trust. travis looks like a rat. im thinking bout droping outta school next year. my sister is getting into to much trouble and so am i. i gotta go to court ( Read more... )

so we fucked tommy up pretty bad.it didnt feel as good as i thought it would thow. i still enjoyed it. his cousin tia tryed to start shit with me but she was done after like 3 hits so i was okay to. yeha... i just got home and im waiting for leaona to come get me cuz i gotta go to her house and help her pack tommys shit so im gunna bounce..
see yas

hey hows it goin? not to hott here. my cousin leaona got her ass beat by her ex tommy. i love her so much. dude tommy is fucking dead next time i see him! hes never gunna see the light of day again. omg. he left to go to cleveland right after it happened so yeah i think imma be callin billy and were unna be goin up to see milk. so yeah tommys ( Read more... )