Just give me 2-4 weeks and I'll be normal again.. I hope.

[fuckingnapoleon]

Back on anti-depressants, this time it's Prozac. A low dose, because of my tendency to get hypomanic, which leads to being manic

Comments

[cherubrocker]

i know people always comment to these things like "oh but annie i love you" and i don't want it to sound like that. but i will tell you that i was talking to my cousin (who is a huge buffy nerd) and we were discussing my birthday weekend (which she should be here for) and i was telling her about you and she said "oh she has to come! i would be so disappointed if she didn't". this is someone who knows you only by my description!

p.s. oh but annie i do love you

hey you

[blue_eyes_05]

i know you are down, but people DO care. It's just that people are busy and have their own lives to worry about, they can't always be, lemme put my life on hold so I can reassure Annie that I care. That's silly, i wouldn't expect anyone to do that for me.

I don't say it to be mean, but I'm saying it because you can't look to other people for happiness. And I do care bout you Annie. are you coming on friday? to the party? That I invited you and matt to forever and ever ago? You might have forgotten, because Matt knew nothing about it when I saw him on saturday. I mean, I forget things all the time, but if you're not up to it, I understand.

I hope you feel better hun.

Re: hey you

[fuckingnapoleon]

When have I ever asked anyone to put their life "on hold" for me"? I don't think that coming over to a friends' house, bringing a funny card, staying for a few hours, watching a movie and then leaving is putting your life on hold. I don't think that being there for a phone conversation when I just want to vent to someone, or hear about someone else's day and not mine, is putting your life on hold.

And as much as I'd love to come to the party on Friday, my mom's having her wedding party and I can't really skip out on that. But thanks.

I'm sorry about this reply, I forget to mention that when I'm depressed I'm very easily pissed off.

[va_va_va_voom]

yes, people do care, but katies right. As you know I have a lot going on right now and im trying to surround myself with possitive things, i cant worry or reassure anyone right now. Im so tired of being happy, nothings wrong in my life jenni. I feel like its my turn.

but i do care, and i hope you feel better

[fuckingnapoleon]

I don't want you to have to worry about me. I just want a day with you where we can talk about... I don't know... hair. I hear you changed yours. Or make-up. You could show me how to do mine. We can rent movies, or go out, whatever. But not a word has to be mentioned of what's going on with either of us. It just hurts me that you're going out with Amanda, other people, when you won't even return my phone calls.

btw. That message I left last night will be the last. After this I'm throwing in the towel.

[kiss_and_ride]

well, me saying i care will probably sound even more ridiculous since we dont know eachother well (but i do!). so instead i'll say, you should come to the sykesville carnival, if you arent already planning to. me, carisa, other attractive people, do you need any more motivation than that?

[benj51]

Awhhh but annie your so KYROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT i luvs yous!!!11!one