I hate lj sometimes, it just ereased a really long entry about being pissed off at my friends and my friends being pissed off at me ( Read more... )

And I think I'm bi.

Not that this will come as a shock to, well... anyone.

But I really need to talk to someone about it.

I was really bitchy all day today, and on the car ride to Owings Mills, but once we got into Planned Parenthood and I got my Plan B, I was ok. The woman there was really nice, and I got some information about it, and a bumper sticker that says "Pro-Child Pro-Family Pro-Choice". It only cost $30 and Matt was awesome and paid. We went to some pizza ( Read more... )

Like, incredibly sad and alone. I want this to be over. I want to go to the clinic, take the pills, feel better, be relieved of this. I don't want to talk about it now though. Maybe not ever, on this. But I feel incredibly sad.

Seriously, this isn't as serious as I'm making it out to be. And I'm not getting an abortion, it's not that.

And some things are better left unsaid, even in livejournal.

I love him.

I guess the best way to describe it is to say that I feel as though an integral part of my personality, a big part of what makes me me has come back. I was sitting in the bath, reading The Bush-Haters Handbook, and the first topic discussed was a topic I feel passionately about, Abortion, Birth Control and Reproductive Health. And something great ( Read more... )

I spent most of it with Matt, just hanging out. We went to Bertucci's, got a great waiter. I got chicken and tortellini which was delicious. We went to Barnes & Nobel and I got the Bush-Haters Handbook, and then met up with Kaniel to go see my play. They didn't seem too into the idea, but oh well ( Read more... )

I love him so much.

I'm in love with ONE Republican. And I've loved Republicans before. That DOES NOT mean I love Republicans. And I will never be one.

But last night was perfect. It was the first time in a long time that I had some lovely, not drug-induced sleep and it was in his arms. I love him.

In spite of the fact that he's voting for Bush.

I'm sick of writing so much about him, I'm turning into one of those girls. The ones who only talk about their boyfriends. Just like Tara always talks about her girlfriends and nothing else. I'm thinking about taking her off of my friends list. I mean, we never really talk anymore, the only time she's made an effort to get back in touch with me for ( Read more... )