I am sick and tired of being the "STRONG ONE" I mean, I have things to do. I know that it seems to a lot of people that I am selfish and self-absorbed, but FUCK I am 19. When else am I going to be able to be like this??? Never!!!! If I don't look out for me, if I don't take care of me, if I don't do the things that I need to get done, NO MATTER ( Read more... )

I'm tired of all the happy endings ( Read more... )

Death Cab for Cutie ( Read more... )

Always comes back to haunt you. No matter what. The other day I get home and I find an entire bag of crap from Neil (yes, the names are BACK!) on my front porch. Now, I had forgotten about most of these things until sifting through the bag brought back memories (FUCKING MEMORIES) and I was really upset, truth be told. But there wasn't anything I ( Read more... )

I was just in time to hear you say that you thought you were better than me. But since you have to whisper it, it doesn't make it true. And sooner or later everyone will be sick of you. And I am proud to say that I don't miss you anymore. So please pack up your c.d's and clothes and walk out the door, because baby, I don't miss you anymore. I'll ( Read more... )

"Life moves pretty fast, if you don't stop nd look around once in a while, you could miss it ( Read more... )

HAHA, just kidding. I had the mellowist birthday of all time yesterday. It was nice though. A lot of people called me and that was "flippin sweet" I got DVD's for my birthday ( Read more... )

Hello again people. Its been a long time since I have written on this thing. And I was thinking about it when I got on line just now. I know that the people that I usually wrote this stuff to probably don't even check theirs anymore, it's all about MYSPACE now. *rolls eyes* whatever. Well, I'm in school now. It's my first day today and I am sitting ( Read more... )

I'm moving! In two weeks...

"Sometimes I feel like I am screaming in the middle of a crowded room and no one even looks up ( Read more... )