Your job must be to ruin My life...

[fucklife03]

What do people get out of hearing and spreading rumors? Ill never know..but i can tell u i know how shitty it feels to be the one talked about. To my freinds out there...thanx for not listening and spreading things when you dont know the facts..ill never forget you or the things you do for me.  Everyone else..get real and trust what u hear isnt

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[disco___]

dont die.

steph..death?

[spchik]

steph wats goin on? i know your struggaling wit a lot of crap but talking about killing yourself aint gunna solve anything. u know im always here for you u can tell me anything and i'll listen. but please don't do anything stupid i luv ya steph those people don't even know know wat their talkin about. they need to stop starting crap about other people and start focusing on themselves and their crappy lives.call me if u need me...

Re: steph..death?

[fucklife03]

I know your there for me Karen..and thank you Janell for caring too. I have been through alot of crap lately..but then again..when am i not? Dont sweat it though..Im not going to kill myself..i just wish i could die sometimes so i could leave all this shit behind. And that way if anyone says anything...it wont effect me. Everyone is this world has change me and made me who I am today...weaken and strenghted me. I know its weaken my trust in ppl i dont know and the fact its hard to be myself around new people. And all the shit they put me through has strengthend me to never ever let my friends feel like this. Never will i let someone say shit about my friends. It will hurt me soooo bad to hear any of them feel like this. Jackie i have hurt....but since I am the one who has hurt her..i cant take it out on anyone else..., i cant do anything but say im sorri..and i cant undo the future and circumstances...no matter how much any of us want to. Im not planning on dying..but ive been dying on the inside for...as long as i can remember.

Re: steph..death?

[jackiecrys]

Steph.....i know your sorry. NO DIEING GOD DAMNIT. im still really hurt

on firday ......"so you want him steph?" "well yeah"

geese rite in front of mee too.....haha :oucch:

o well. Dont worey about me. im over it i guess.

i still love you.

i always had your back.

[vampirelove]

no switch <3

thanx guys

[fucklife03]

Thanx guys...I love you. <3 Nah, at this point im not planning on switching skools or dying intentually. Theres many reason at times id like to leave skool but there are some reasons i want to stay too. My friends being one of those...thanx again. <3