have never been good at metaphors or things to do with philosphy. i read things plain and simple, and don't analyze everything. when someone tries to explain to me what their thinking or feeling throught a metaphor, there's a 50/50 chance i will actually get what they're saying ( Read more... )

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i hate when people get pissed or irritated or annoyed with me. i hate it when people give me the cold shoulder and won't tell me what's wrong. if you're pissed, then tell me what you're pissed about. don't let my head run all day with retarded thoughts running around in it. the one thing i can't stand the most is when people are hurt and they won' ( Read more... )

life gets really boring when you do the same things over and over again. and it's even worse when you are forced to do the same thing each day. at my work, i am the one that usually does all the cleaning and dusting...everyday that i work there!! i don't see how people can do the same thing everyday at the place they work. maybe that's just me and ( Read more... )

i've been so blah lately....i wonder why. i miss the way i am when i am happy and having a good time. i haven't had a good time in a while. this summer has been going by so slow...and hasn't been that exciting. i find someone that i can do exciting stuff with....like driving to somewhere far away and stayignthere for a couple of days. someone thatr ( Read more... )

it's offical....a week ago this last sunday, icame out to my dad. let's just say that i didn' expect myself to do that. we were siting down or diner and then i began o say theusual..."dad, i'e been meaning to tell you something....i'm gay!!!" he took it a littl better than expected it. at first, he was saying how it's phase that everyone go through ( Read more... )

he never stops lecturing me. he knows all and i know nothing. i have to get into a university, he says. i need to get a 4. o, he says. ok, ok....you talk and i'll listen. that's what i was put on this earth for, right, for you to control me and to tell me what to do. you lost my mom, then you lost ashley, but you still have me. me for you to say ( Read more... )

it's so fucking hot outside!! i am going to the beach today with my friends kim and natalie...it's awesome to hang out with old friends. i want to go swimming but i dont have my bathingsuit!! which really sucks cause its hotter than a bitch outside. i saw the movie monster last night....what a fucking awesome movie. christina ricci is so hot!! ( Read more... )

loren...dont forget that this weekend is the health and harmony fair.....and you're going with me bitch!!!!

whoa...man did i have a great night last night. taking care of extremely drunk people that were throwing up everywhere....but no, i really didnt mind it. im just glad that i was pretty sober to watch out for them. they shouldn't have felt bad for throwing up all over the place and for me having to take care of them. i would take care of someone ( Read more... )