My life has consisted of an entire personal tornado ( Read more... )

I'm in the 'kill me' phase of dealing with the break-up.
Great.

Denial: 4 months of sobriety.  I'm okay without him, he was holding me back, I'm really better than what he made me feel I was.

Anger: Fuck it.... you think I'm trying to be cool in NJ?  No I AM cool in NJ and I'm going to have a fucking kick ass summer the way I do because I had a whole ( Read more... )

My dead grandmother found me on Google. I swear if I’m haunted by anyone...
Current mood:
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 I feel like the world has shifted and all because I met another woman named Pam down here from NJ and because someone finally took me to Union Jack's for my birthday ( Read more... )

So Brian totally became my favorite last night.  On Wed. he was edging forward because he was paying an awful lot of attention to me.  But last night.... last night I couldn't beat 'em off w/ a stick... namely Carl and Brian.  Adam ran out of there so fast, he didn't say one word to me.  Joe wanted my number but I wouldn't give it to him.  They ( Read more... )

I am just sitting in a puddle of Coheed and Taking Back Sunday and Brand New feeling sad about Phil.  I need the security blanket of my old emo standbys.  It's a very strange feeling to feel somewhat happy and, for once, somewhat excited for the future all while digesting 2 years I spent with someone whom I said 'forever' with, foolishly, of course ( Read more... )

It was the best night of Fringe Fest though I'm the saddest I've been about the break-up ( Read more... )

Been so burned by friends I don't know whether or not to drop Lisa a quick, "Did you still want to hang out?" text or not.  Where's the line between normal communication and being the only one putting effort into a friendship?

Oh and why the FUCK does my laptop not burn CDs?????
Damn you Dell and your spiteful ways!! heh

Overworked ( Read more... )

My house-mate Keith (Ronald Keith) is definitely upstairs talking about how he got caught for weed and has to go to some reformation, substance abuse education class tomorrow.  He's also talking about his friend's Impala. 
"That's what's up." - One of the worst slang phrases in existence mainly because I hear it constantly.  Shayne and Keith both ( Read more... )