how to start, what to start. spew my thoughts randomly as they come, no wonder no one reads this, typical mind of the averade egocentric teenager trying to find some sort of stability within himself through destruction, i feel so vulnerable and subject to the phases of nature ( Read more... )

EVERYONE! PLEASE ATTEND THE PREMIER OF WHISPER VICTEM, @ THE SHOWPLACE THEATRE, AUGEST 7TH, TICKETS 5$, AVALABLE FROM ANY BAND MEMEBER ( Read more... )

this past year i have become so aware of death. so many of my thoughts surround this, as many accused me of over reacting to my dogs death, well i think he got far less of a reaction then he deserved. many things remind me of him, and i feel sad frankly, is this for sympathy? maybe subconsciously but i never truely intend to spark any pity in ( Read more... )

so thx to everyone that came to my birthday, it wasnt anything spectacular but thats the way i wanted it, just hangin with the guys, ah in my irish outfit, it was great ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh im so bored and lonely..................@(%_+(_|%))))))#$*$*&@#&^^@!*HRnfAATjv

I MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH... and the longer shes gone it seems like i get hornier, well i guess the good part is that my hand and i have gotten closer... god ill kill for one more day with her ( Read more... )

im silent, soft, sweet, and content... that can all change in a couple of words ( Read more... )

feeling like shit feeling like shit, omg i think im going to puke cuz i said shit, hot cold hot cold, freezing in 70 degree weather then i put a fucking sweater on a sweat my ass off, heads rolling swimming about to explode into a million tiny pieces, but for the meantime it sits apone a a body that rolls and wreths in the overheated body suite ( Read more... )

smile cautiously as you see that blue van pull up, beaten, rusted, smell of old weed softly investing the air around it that eventually consumes you as you enter its spherical haze, that haze soon turns purlpe as that driver with that wide sunbraro steps out, swooning, grasping the fender, you look up and the sky turns amzing blue and sunshine ( Read more... )

IM JESUS FUCKING ON ECSTASY

IM SO UNBELIEVABLY LUCKY, THANK YOU GOD FOR SENDING ME A FUCKING ANGEL!