what the fuck does sherry not understand about i am not still up here by choice? that i would much rather be in south florida and not up here in the middle of fucking nowhere? why can she not understand that i am getting the fucking runaround by my family about my motherfucking money? i swear to god she just calls to piss me the fuck off. and that ( Read more... )

Every girl i've dated but one (i only dated her for 2 weeks) has cheated on me. So what does that say about me? Do i pick the cheaters? Or do i turn them into that? Do i have a talent for taking nice girls, and turning them into cheating whores? I honestly don't know. All i know is, out of the 15 people i've dated, 14 cheated. And those numbers ( Read more... )

holy shit i fucking suck. i just had this huge long update typed up and i accidently closed out the lj screen. so here's a quick recap on what i wrote. i thought i was over her. but i don't thikn so. or maybe today is just a hard day where i fucking remember everything. i fucking hate having feelings and emotions right now. and i've decided that i' ( Read more... )

Love. That fucked up emotion that can turn you into the worlds biggest fool. Or kill you just the same as a fucking bullet piercing your brain. I've only ever truely loved 2 women. One nearly destroyed me, the other helped me to cope with my pain. Both I'd die for. So why is it that I can't honestly see myself without either of them? I don't think ( Read more... )

ok uhm not much to update on so i guess i'll just say this, me and sherry broke up :( and i've been completely fucking miserable since it has happend. but i'm finally starting to get over her...doesn't meen that i don't still care about her. just means things are starting to get a little easier and i'm not hurting as much about it. though at the ( Read more... )

anyone know where i can get free tattoo flash art?

ok i guess it's time for a update. let's see it's currently 2 am central time, sherry is sleeping (lucky bitch damn my insomnia :( )i'm currently listening to this sweet little mix cd i just made so thats a plus. i haven't had a drink since the middle of january though i think i'm going to have a shot or 2 of after shock. i really want to hit the ( Read more... )

guess who's headen to pompano for the weekend

still alive (sorry to anyone hopen i wasn't) not much to update on, wish i was back in south florida, still with sherry, as soon as i figure out how i'll post some pics on here. later

can't sleep too much stuff going on in my head. not really sure what it all means. though at the same time i'm not sure i want to understand it. eh i'm just weird like that. i want too many things. and some of the things i want i know i can either never have, or can't have right now. so there's no real point in wanting them. but at the same time i ( Read more... )