Title : We're different.
Author :
fuckyeahshinee Pairing : Jongkey ; 13yo!Kibum and 14yo!Jonghyun jsyk.
Genre : fluff ? idk just read it.
Rating : PG
Disclaimer :
shineeowner owns them, lol.
Warning : engrish + unbeta'd
Summary : Just a part of young!Jongkey's relationship. idk.
A/N : I know I should continue I might hate you. and like I promised, I don't have writer's block. and I don't have, believe me. I have everything in my head, but I'm just too lazy to type it down. but I'll update as soon as possible. I may postpone it a little longer because my finals are coming near. and I'll have to study really hard for them. I hope you understand. Besides, I don't have that many readers so it won't bother much people.
+ let's just say that Jonghyun is in his growing pace and that he's slightly taller than Kibum here. okido ?
They were both in high school, the eldest of the two was 14 years old, and the youngest was only 13 years old.
It was when Kibum was 12 and Jonghyun 13 that they formed an item.
An inseparable item that is.
Were they gay ? It seemed.
But they were still teenagers, they weren't in their fully puberty yet so they were probably still finding out their sexual orientation. Maybe they were bi, maybe they were gay.
They weren't filled with hormones yet, it was just a typical high school love, ... well, not really typical if you know what I mean.
They weren't getting bullied either, all though you would think that.
The kids of their class didn't bother the two being a cutesy couple, the ones who were older than them ... well, they did bother. Not that much.
All the noonas were really nice to them, they would squeal or giggle or just ruffle their hair when they would pass by with their fingers intertwined.
Their hyungs would ignore them, or ask them questions like 'don't you like boobs ?', when Kibum would shake his head and furrow his eyebrows (because he didn't pay attention to the woman's body yet since he was still a kid) they would laugh and ruffle his hair and respond him with a 'just wait till you grow up'. Kibum would glance at Jonghyun with a questioning look, and the older would just shrug or pet his head, reassuring him that it wasn't a big deal and that the hyungs were just talking nonsense.
Jonghyun always kept quiet when his hyungs would ask him those questions, time by time he started to look at the curves of the girls. Some girls of his class had already well-developed bodies, and he noted that.
He had to admit that it attracted him, so maybe he was straight. But then again, every time he thought about Kibum's smile, cute face and flat chest, he would feel butterflies, so maybe he was gay.
Actually, when I said that both boys weren't in their fully puberty yet, I was lying, because Jonghyun was in the middle of it..You could notice it at how touchy feely he was every time he was with Kibum.
Kibum wasn't like that. He wasn't in his puberty yet and he didn't notice Jonghyun being so ... weird.
Kibum was still an innocent child, you could say he still liked climbing into threes and that stuff.
He was totally unaware of Jonghyun changing, and Jonghyun was totally aware of Kibum not changing at all, and not giving him back the favors that he asked, like sweet little kisses, more hugs and that stuff.
He didn't blame little Kibum though, everybody develops on its own pace.
And besides, it wasn't that Jonghyun was hitting puberty that hard, that he was longing for Kibum to touch him. He wasn't that horny.
He just turned 14, he didn't discover the feeling lust yet, and Kibum should be glad.
Kibum often had Math problems, and Jonghyun always tried to help him out, all though he wasn't that good in it himself, he always tried to make his Kibummie happy or feel better, so he just tried.
Kibum on the other hand, was too oblivious to notice that his Jjongie was always trying his best for him, always trying to comfort him or make him smile. Jonghyun found it a bit tiring, but he didn't stop trying to make his Kibum happy.
Of course, it wasn't real love. It was rather like a high school crush, and again, Kibum was totally unaware of that. Jonghyun on the flip side, was.
Since he turned 14 and since he started hitting puberty, he also begun thinking of stuff like that.
Those typical 'what if' questions, and one night he came up with the 'what if Kibum and I won't be together forever ?' question.
He wondered, he really wondered.
He was always dying to see Kibum's pretty face in the morning when he came to school, and he was so used to it.
What if he wouldn't be able to see that beautiful smile again ?
And the dramatical teenager he was, his eyes became teary.
The next day when he came to school, he immediately ran up to his Kibummie and wrapped his arms around him.
"I missed you." He said, loud enough for only Kibum to hear.
The youngest giggled, pushing Jonghyun a little bit so that he would let go of him, and gave him a quick kiss.
Said boy than turned around and didn't notice how his boyfriend's bottom lip jutted out in a pout. He pulled Kibum's shoulder so that he would face him again, and looked at him with big brown puppy eyes. "Is that all I get ?"
Kibum laughed as Jonghyun sneaked his arms around the slightly smaller boy's small waist, bumping noses.
"Sa~rang~hae Kibum-ah." He sing sang and Kibum giggled, giving Jonghyun another kiss, this time his lips lingering a little bit longer.
Jonghyun was also the only one who would say 'I love you' and 'I need you'. Kibum was very late in hitting puberty, so he didn't know how important those 3 words were for kids who were in the middle of the most difficult time of their lifes, for example, his Jjongie. Jonghyun would feel a bit left out whenever he would say that he loved Kibum, and Kibum wouldn't say 'I love you' back. The little boy would always giggle or hug him. But he knew that Kibum didn't do it on purpose, and there was no way in hell that he could get mad at that pretty face.
Also, hey never went further than making out.
Of course not, they were only 13 and 14.
All though it is, sadly, quite normal for 14 year old teenagers to have sex already, it wasn't for them.
Because, one ; they were both boys and they didn't know how two boys had sex since none of them had ever saw gayporn. Also none of them bothered to look it up.
Two ; because they didn't want to. Maybe Jonghyun did since he had his horny moments, not so often though. But they never talked about it, they didn't need to. They actually even never thought about it. But then again, Jonghyun probably did once in a while.
Three ; Jonghyun may had the age where kids would already have sex, but Kibum hadn't.
Four ; They were way to innocent for that.
Also, they didn't make out that much. They kissed.
Cute little pecks or long sweet kisses.
It wasn't always teeth and tongue. Sometimes it was, but they did it rarely.
They almost never had make out sessions, sometimes, sometimes, and I seriously mean sometimes.
You know how older kids get when they see two teens making out ? They'd scrunch their nose or give dirty looks, some will shrug and pass them by, but some of them wouldn't, so they did it on secret places, they tried to be as discrete as possible.
Jonghyun always want to deepen the kiss, but Kibum would push him away. He obviously didn't enjoy such kisses as Jonghyun did.
The eldest of the two wasn't that happy of course when his boyfriend pushed him away, but he didn't blame his cute little Kibummie of course.
Everything would come in time.
He just had to be patient with his little boy, he just had to wait.
Both boys had their own friends, they didn't share them. Nobody knew why, and neither did they.
It's not like they were always together, yes, they were inseparable, but it was perfectly normal for them if Kibum was with Taemin during recess or talking with the girls of his class, and that Jonghyun was playing football with his buddies.
Even during lunch, it would be normal if they were both at another table.
It were just those little moment that when they would be together, they'd be lovey-dovey.
They also like to meet up at the restroom between classes.
Kibum would lean against the door, holding his books and blushing like crazy, while Jonghyun's hand would lean against the door next to Kibum's head, that typical cliché sight of high school couples, you know.
They would talk about class, if it was fun, if Jonghyun missed Kibum, if the teacher was nice, and if he/she wasn't, that Jonghyun would beat him/her up for not being nice to his boy.
When the school bell would ring, indicating that they should get to class, they wouldn't hesitate to give each other a goodbye kiss, it depended on in what kind of mood they were for it to be a make out or just a small peck.
The teacher caught them once making out. They were sitting in the shadow of a tree in the back yard of the school.
Kibum blushed like crazy as Jonghyun looked up at the intruder who was ruining his special moment with Kibum, since his boyfriend didn't gave him such moments that easily.
Kibum was looking at the ground, fiddling with the grass while Jonghyun was looking at the teacher with a clearly annoyed expression on his face.
"Boys, I insist that you go to the principal now." She spoke.
"Why." Jonghyun asked her dryly, shrugging.
The lady sure was feeling uncomfortable, dealing with two boys making out.
"Because such behavior is not prohibited in school." She responded.
"So ? You only caught us once." He frowned.
It was pretty difficult to look her straight in the eyes since they were still sitting on the ground, and the lady was towering above them.
Kibum stood up, dusting off his pants as he beckoned Jonghyun to lay off and come with him.
Jonhyun shot one last glare at the woman before standing up and taking his boyfriend's hand in his, intertwining their fingers for the teacher clearly to notice, Jonghyun with a wide smirk plastered on his face as he annoyed the lady even more.
"You should obey them Jjongie." Kibum stated, "I don't want you to get in trouble." He added, giving the older one a kiss on his cheek as he was sure there weren't any teachers around.
"I just don't want them to treat us different, Kibummie." Jonghyun answered, swinging their hands back and forth as they walked to the principal office.
"They don't." Kibum denied, showing off a cute pout.
Jonghyun smiled, twisting his body as they walked so he could place his lips on the adorable pout.
Suddenly Jonghyun stopped, facing the younger boy.
"Kibummie ... I was wondering, ..." the elder began.
Kibum looked him straight in the eyes, also intertwining their other hands, "you know ... Have you never thought about that what if ..." the youngest frowned at his boyfriends odd behavior, "what is it jjongie ?"
Jonghyun's serious face brightened up a bit when he saw Kibums curious pretty face staring at him in concern, he let go of one of Kibum's soft hands as he swept away a stray of hair, covering the other's cute, pretty face.
"Well ..." he started again, "what if, ... you know ... we won't be together forever ?" he eventually got out.
Kibum raised an eyebrow at the rather weird question, because he hadn't thought about that ever before, he didnt bother to, he wasn't busy thinking about that stuff.
Why would his Jjongie bring something up like that ? Did he think that he didn't love him ?
The innocent boy didn't really know what to say, he thought it was ridiculous, and he wasn't grown up enough to admit that a high school crush never lasted forever.
Have you ever seen a couple in highschool graduate together, and eventually marry ? It happens, yes, but not that often. Kibum didnt realise that yet, he was too childish, he lived in his own little world, he couldn't care less.
He was in love with his Jjongie and that was that.
The elder waited for his little boy to reply, but when he didn't, he sighed and muttered a "Nevermind".
He then again took Kibum's hand and pulled the boy with him, but Kibum didn't flinch, instead he kept staring at the older. "Do you think you won't find me pretty anymore when we grow up ?"
Jonghyun snorted at the cute reply his boyfriend gave him, it was clear that Kibum didn't think the same as he did.
"No Kibummie, thats not it, I'll always find you pretty."
With that, the younger boy smiled, and Jonghyun felt butterflies when his boyfriend did so, he catched up with Jonghyun giving him a kiss, "Well then, me too will always find you handsome, so that means we will be together forever, and besides, Jjongie, we're so much different from all these other people in school, dont worry." The little boy stated, holding the other's hand.
Jonghyun smiled, "That's right, we're different ."
A/N : Hey guys, I hope you enjoyed this. I just thought that young!Jongkey was cute. Well, actually, I'm planning on making this a series. I have a couple of fluffy stories in my head I can adjust on young!Jongkey in highschool .. So .. what do you think ? I'm not sure though, depends on the feedback I get.
Oh and besides, normally this story was longer, I had typed out where they go to the principal office, but it became too long and I didn't know how to end it, so I just cut that part out, and made this the ending. Hope you liked it, hope you found it fluffy enough to make your stress go away for a while, since there are many people who're dealing with finals right now. Like me. ~ ♥ and again, I'm postponing I might hate you till my finals are over. I'm just going to update a drabble or a oneshot now and then. Also the thing is that I'm going to SM Town Paris and I'm having stress because of that. It's in the middle of my exams and wow ... It's pretty hard to deal with. All though I'm really happy I'm going of course.
♥ if I have enough feedback, I'll probably post a poll here tomorrow/the day after tomorrow idk yet. + sorry for the mass of grammar/spelling mistakes :$