vegas was fun. like no other. me and isaac and adrian are SO moving there.

i live at macys.

i saw elyse today, i only wish the visit lasted longer.

i made a new friend. she is nice, she lets me talk about my problems and doesnt interfere with something about her life.

( viva las vegas )

it seems like everything is falling apart and my tape seems to be wet ( Read more... )

happy one year my love. *cheers* to many more.

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gahhhhhhh im so stressed out. i feel like this history project is eating me whole. i have an ass load of math work to do and isaac walked out on me so i dont have any fucking help. thanks a lot. i also need to outline chapters for bio...i can not wait until this is all over. im really irritated with everything and everyone. i havent been to lunch ( Read more... )

meehh school seems never ending. im kinda stressed. i didnt go to lunch today or yesterday. i get really disant sometimes. nick is getting on my nerves i wish he would go jump off a cliff. my comic book isnt done yet and its due tommrow. i've got 20 panels to go. GREAT. lets not forget about my 80's project eaither ( Read more... )

so me and isaac had plans for when i got out of work but adrian called and told him they needed another driver for their first show in pomona. so he just left and i had my mom take me to work. 8 hour days suck my feet hurt really bad. i get off at 7 tommorow but im not going to the sleep over because i have to work the next day. isaac said fears of ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me!!!!

yay im 17. i went to bfest with my mom and isaac at ihop this morning. she got me flowers! they are pretty and they smell good. tonight is my bonfire, hope to see you all there!

my mom is getting on my nerves. i went to an orientation for work that sucked big cock. but i did get my schedual :(

isaacs hand is not holding mine and i am sad

i hope yer doin ok adrian

its my birthday on may 28

( buy me something )

everyday when i wake up i go to the mirror and look at my body. and everyday i become more dissatisfied with it. at school and everywhere i go, i check out other girls, not their faces, just their bodies and i compare them to myself. i know im not fat its just...everyone else is so skinny. why do i have lovehandles and other people dont. why do i ( Read more... )