my mom said she supports whatever decision i make. whether it be to get out of newspaper or stay in. either way she agrees with me. and she's TRIED so hard you know, to make me feel better. but i'm thinking i'm gonna get out of it. i can't walk in that class knowing i truly deserved something i didn't get. ....

everything is good. im just tooo impatient for college. lol.

I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons ( Read more... )

• im not getting invovled with jen and chris's things anymore because im usually the one that gets yelled at or lied to when i'm just trying to help.
• the whole punk rock..any rock image is just stupid to me....not saying i dont love the music or anything..im just over alllll the labels and all that.

umm....yeah. i have stuff to write but im too ( Read more... )

wow.

i'm so happy right now. i mean this week has been crazy, but in the end i realized that i have found my IDEA of "perfect" friends. and i know there's no such thing as perfect, but god i've been waiting so long for people like these to come into my life and make me feel important and for me to be able to feel like i give something back. ( Read more... )

hmm..it doesn't matter anymore. who likes me and who hates me. i mean high school is over for me, as of like weeks ago. i'm over the bullshit. fighting for friends and not being friends..isn't a way i want to live.

ive made some amazing best friends in the last year, and i'm grateful.

im over those who were in my past.

it's like my feelings took over today. i kept telling myself that i am strong. but i just broke down. i didn't mean for it to happen the way it did. i don't think i've felt this hurt in so long. and i don't know EXACTLY why it hurts more than life itself. i guess there's a alot of factors in this case that really contribute to my tears ( Read more... )

hey. everything has been good. this weekend was awesome..let's see.

FRIDAY- jen, paradise and i went to the stables. haha. it was funny to see paradise trying to jump a fence with a skirt on. then we all went to the boys baseball game. i felt bad for the other team because we kicked there ass! lol. jen brought her cow too. which was cool. i got on ( Read more... )

mann. ive been busy like non-stop. lol.

umm just wanted to say that our team is going to the ship. and that coach is getting jen and i a ride to the game on weds. isn't that pimp? heh.

well i'm off to my pool. i will talk to you later.

<3 sara.

hey ( Read more... )