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[fuechen]

i feel like such a monster, like such a bastard, i know im not. I did everything in my self interest, just i do. I did everything that was neccessary for the feelings of both parties and yet my words were misinterpreted. They were looked upon as words that were used to make the other feel stupid. They weren't they were my general feelings. To my

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[dramaqueen7689]

you're amazing, josh, and please don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

[fuechen]

Thanks Em. I know i took forever to respond to this but thanks i really appreciate it

[irishdrama317]

i agree with the above statment. Josh your are not a monster and you are not a bastard. Don't let anyone tell you that you are. If they do as long as they are not twice my size in both hieght and muscle they will have to deal with me.

[fuechen]

hahaha Thanks Dana :)

[irishdrama317]

your welcome. i will just have to make sure that they try to hit me first so i don't have to get in trouble withmy parents. but besides that i will always help. even though I am moving somewhere and i will most likely not be going to long reach.

[fuechen]

Im sorry to hear you're leaving. Dont worry about fighting my fights, i have made sure i can do physical fights on my own. You dont have to worry in that department im pretty good at taking care of myself there :). I dont want you or anyone getting in trouble with anyone for any reason for my beliefs or my side or my fights. They are mine and i will deal with them. This is a message i have had to tell a few friends before so dont worry im not just telling this to you Dana im telling a few others this too

[vampfaery]

well i love josh for who he is and anybody who says otherwise will have to go through me before anyone else(no offense dana) since i am josh's absolutly drop dead gorgeous fuck buddy. ;-)
*poses*
love you josh...if you want to talk or hang call me
*luv* hang in there.

[vampfaery]

oh and your not a bastard. in case you are wondering. i always thought you were amazing in bed...but thats just me. hehe.

[fuechen]

AAAAAAAAWWWWWWW!!! HAHAHAHA wait a second when did we ever fuck man where was i for that and why dont i remember lol ;) jk jk. Thanks tho, this was all a questioning myself and then reaffirming myself after a whole buncha shit with rachel. its all over now tho and i have been enjoying my life so far now that she and i are now truly and only friends. Im ok just too damn lazy to post in livejournal anymore cause now i have found Myspace :-D. And finally yes we need to hang out. I need an update about you and Ryan :)

[moongoddess88]

I have no idea what the heck is goin on...but i love you and ur not a monster....... Hope all is better.....and ur havin a great summer!
Joanne