this is going to be like a harroin adict going cold turkey over night..

well tonight was Len's going away party. for those who dont know. len is our water tender (WT 34) at work and he is going on the 1st to redding for smoke jumper training. so we had a big ass farewell party at his pad in pasadena tonight. it was so rad. a lot of the guys from texas canyon hotshots were there. and some guys i havnt seen in a long ( Read more... )

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May God strike me down dead if I ever raise my fist against you

OH mama...throwdown and as i lay dying tonight, 7:30, at mr cues. cant wait to get my dance on in the pit yo! this is why i live right here baby! cept..there is going ot be so many fucking teenie boppers there to ruin it :(

i guess they had a really big crude oil pipeline break right by our station and 5 acers worth of oil spilled into pyramid lake...boy am i glad i missed that EPA cluster fuck! thats one of the bad things about bein at our statio nand anywhere near the I-5, there are a lot of natural gas pipelines and other fun filled pipes that run the distance ( Read more... )

i guess all i want is for someone to be proud of me...but i guess for some people thats too much to ask..

i guess im just burning bridges left and right. fuck it. light me on fire and ill walk into your house as well, fuckin bitch.

all alone..

we must hang together, or we will surely hang alone..

ill do this on my own if i have to. im alone anyway. i wont let you dictate my life here...

i would die tonight for my belives

IS THIS WHAT ITS GOING TO COME DOWN TO!? HUH?! dont think for one second that i wont fight MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND! do you really want to bang heads with me?! I WOULD HAVE DIED FOR YOU TWO !!!

without you..i really am alone..

i cant sleep..i got too much on my mind..one thing in perticular..of course ( Read more... )

not all good things must come to an end...not with out a fight..