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I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING THINK. Im confused, i cant talk about it to any one. Vaughn I love you man you helped me ALOT tonight. I would like to sit down, take a deep breath, and destroy the first thing that comes into my hands. Life cant be what you want it to be, its much more complacted. Im starting not to care about my feelings any more. ( Read more... )

Gnome: Don was a big time hockey player at his local ice rink. He stayed after during practice every day to skate and be alone. It was his favorite thing to to, calm and relaxing. After a hard session by him self Don was leaving the rink. Half-way back to the exit of the rink he droped his stick. It felt more like it was tugged out of his hands, ( Read more... )

Its my birthday WOO!!!. ill write more later.. i also ahve a nother gnome story!

Tiff is awsome. I just dont think i cant keep goin out with her. Shed be a great friend, but i thnk thats alll i want her as. Im tryen to make it work out but its not working. I just dont see her as more then a friend. Right now i want to cry.. I watched my cat eat a mouse yesterday, it was kool. Trina came over and shot pool, it was fun. But i ( Read more... )

I honestly do not know how I feel. My thoughts are all screwed up and stuff. I should just jump in a lake. I like to swim. Hmm well I was chewin on a straw today. From a Koolaid poutch. And well they have those pointy ends to stick in the poutch eayser. Gave me an idea. Gnome ( Read more... )

Gnome: The little figure pushed the pot under Joey. It was the Gnome. The Blood in the pot was boiling. The smell burned his nostrils. It sickend Joey to know that was his parents blood. Joeys feet stung, he was hanging from the tendons in his feet. All he wanted was for the pain to end. His life was destroyed, it could not get any worse. There ( Read more... )

Today was awsome. School was ok. Worked out on my legs and then had a staff meeting. I wrote up the orders cuz Vaughn is sick. I GOT TO DO SOMETHING!! Normally i pretty much sit there during meetings and take notes. and its up to the commanders to write it up and get it out. I didnt have to sit on my ass and do nuttin. Wrote the Orders up after i ( Read more... )

I FEEL DESTRUCTIVE, I want fire. I honestly think that is what kept my anger in cheak in Inkster. I LIVE OFF OF IT. I feel the heat in my veins. I want to burn something. I want to destroy something. SOMETHING ANY THING! I need to talk to some one who can calm me down. DAMMIT ( Read more... )

Well i stayed up untill 630 last night. Talkin to tiffany stabenow. Shes awsome! Hopefully ill get to hang out with her again and well see what happens from there. Took back nearly 75$ worth bottles and cans at 215 after i got home from dons. Then I called Tiffany at 4, we talked till 830 i think, she relly is a cool person. I stayed the night at ( Read more... )