Jason want to see me. hes coming later today. there is just too much to say that i cant even start cuz i wont stop...........

one rum and coke down, and here i sit at the computer with 2 drinks...another HUGE rum and coke and a beer. and yet how can i wonder how ive gotten to this point. who knows? oh, yeah...i do. FUCK IT ( Read more... )

i have FINALLY gotten a job, ive been looking 4ever. i am a WIENER MAN! ahaha, yeah...im going to be werking at a hotdog place in kent, its like not even 5 minutes from me. and this is very important cuz i havent a car...lol, so yeah...we open this coming friday. its a new store so ::crosses fingers:: this place lasts long ( Read more... )

sometimes its hard to say if friends are a good thing..i know they are good but im sooo sick of not being able to retain them. something always gets fucked. i can list soo many friends ive lost...its sad. very sad. especially so when u cant see certain friends you'd love to see, but b/c u had an old friend that went psycho on you, u cant see them. ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BERFDAY PAULY!!!!!
.......ive misseded you =)

::hugs:: 20 of them!!!!! ::giggles:: u old man you =)

k, i havent posted in awhile. but im here and alive, and actually happy to be. ahahaha, my liz is home so im all happy and giddy. ive misseded her soo very much and my yo yo is moving here to kent in like a day or two. still looking for a job, and i need one oh so bad. but im hopefull. i guess im just really happy with my life right now and im ( Read more... )

im so over it. im so over everyone and everything right now. i just want me or the world to disappear either or doesnt matter to me. but id prefer the world. or at least, i dunno.....im just a shitty person and i hate myself right now. and im so sick of people that were in my life and are no longer in it. FUCK them, FUCK me and FUCK it! i just cant ( Read more... )

i MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY LIZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! call me my liz when u get home ( Read more... )

im sooo fucking pissed. yeah, Jason is well and doing good...so says rita...im usually fine until she mentions him or rather slips in mention cuz she knows not to talk about him in front of me cuz, well yeah...he has my heart for now and always. but she mentioned him and im just pissed b.c he cant return my fucking emails i send him and i find out ( Read more... )