ok well guess who just got back from an intresting, fun filled and well rather contemplative day out at thorpe park?? can you guess?? well i will tell you it was me, so yere we went me, jules, leon,sexy steve(its not just steve nemore) and jenny. well i got all cranky on the train as steve threw bits of paper at me the cheeky fook and i mean i was ( Read more... )

ok so yet another post by me its like i want people to know how i feel if that makes sense, i mean if they do or do not understand that is neitehr here or there and its not a big deal, but how do i put it i just want to be understood as i believe many people do or im wrong, well today was ok i guess went on big 5 mile walk earlier manly or what,lol ( Read more... )

well i ddint intend on that happeneing, i so dont want this nmore, im sory every1, i hoep i due course it gets better bye

right about earlier i was being honest maybe to honest and well what waas the point, i mean come on im just going round in big fuckin circles now what a waste of time most of my posts were but you do what you have to, ok leon rung me and well i was feeling well preety shitty to be honest listening to ataris, leons all like turn that shit off you ( Read more... )

ok heers my cd i made so you all know how i feel or wanan understand it ahs ahppy, confused,sad etc all good baby ( Read more... )

well i do, i mean i do it to myself really and well i know that i shouldnt but i keep doing it, like with fiona why i gave her the time of day on sunday i will never know, she is all like " no one understands me other than you, i cant speak to nayone other than you blah blah blah," but read her journal(yes i was that bored) and shes all like marty ( Read more... )

ok what the hell does she want, i mean its not like i want her to speak to me, i dont like her and she has that much cheek to say she is goung to go to my house i eman who the hell does she think seh is?????
well its to laste for any hey lets be mates crap, lol laters people

well i belieev we can safely say that i am well single again and im not to sure how it happened but well im in relationship 20 mins later im not but that is always the way, its ashame really i feel that lara cant be in relationships to be honest like she trys to push people away because i feel she has maybe had bad experiences and all she can see ( Read more... )

ok well im off to go meet steve today as he just found out the gilr that he loves(why he done thsi again i think he will never know) is with her ex againa nd he is feeling sos hitty so ive offered to cheer him up as im great like that ow yeer bbay, lara if im late i apologize just bare with me and ill ring ok, well ill try peps and erm yeer lara ( Read more... )

well i have a girlfriend ands he is great and i think that she is amazing and thatw e shall have fun fun summer and stuf and well seeing her again on saturday and we will have fun,yay!!!!!!! we kissed, hehe goes all embarressed it twas so much fun and so was mueseum and the gig, we saw boysetsfire me and kris,and leon and helen gave me diet coke ( Read more... )