I don't know what's wrong with me
I've had this giant knot in my stomach for the past few days
and I wake up every morning in pain cuz I've spent the whole night grinding my teeth
to the point where my mouth has become sore

and I'm becoming really paranoid
the kind of paranoid that I haven't been since high school
where in the pit of my stomach I had a ( Read more... )

I realized that I actually learned something in class today and it got me thinking.

there is no originality

there is no authenticity

there is no individualism

and people who think they're so different from everyone else
are just the same as all the other people out there who think that

Yes people can have problems and ( Read more... )

Lately ( Read more... )

Cat and i had one of our great dates today.
Went to Fridays, hardcore pigged out and literally exchanged stories for 2 hours.
It was nice. But we left feeling a bit dismal...
So we went on a random adventure of sorts, and we ended up at Portola
(after semi breaking and entering into her boss' future house first ;-)
But for once we didn't reminisce ( Read more... )

it's amusing to me how unattractive someone becomes when they lie to you ( Read more... )

my world if filled with people who are full of crap
InMemory was right when they said to get out of this town,
but it's not the town, it's something else
and i cant quite put my finger on it,
but when i do...
the times will be a'changin man

In other news, I'm going through coke with drawl
my roommate Camilla and I are trying to have a healthful week
and ( Read more... )

A conversation with Nicole tonight made me realize that I really am growing up ( Read more... )

I read the words you wrote me again and again

“This relationship ended as it began…a joke”

So tell me, did I mean nothing at all?

Those words make you a victim

And I take the fall

Now I know I did some things that deserve no merit

But you were no saint and I am aware that

This relationship could have been built on sturdier ground

But the past is just ( Read more... )

These past few days have been...interesting, but in an amazing way ( Read more... )

um..its 4am, and i'm up as usual ( Read more... )