Rebirth. Again. This time, I need to make it happen. School wise, my life is good. Im commited to everything I love. (hopefully) Changing is hard. Over these past two weeks, I have. The people who were with me throughout break probably havent noticed, because the changes have been little by little. Now to all of you out there, reading this in your ( Read more... )

In a way I guess I am really crazy. Out of my mind, and all that jazz. Subconciously, I guess I have been doing things that I dont notice. But everyone around me does. I have to talk to someone, and talking to her will make my decision about another situation. Pathetic I know, Im basing one thing off of a dream. This dream was bad for some people, ( Read more... )

Everything is in a 180 turn. Whatever I knew to be good has turned evil. My happiness to pain. And yet, shes all I can think of. Day and night. Accused of being unethical, having mixed emotions, not wanting to be there. Well I gave space, she looked happy with what was going on. Is it my fault I give siblings space to enjoy the night. Before this ( Read more... )

So the new year has come. Stoked? I bet you are. Tonight Palm Watson is throwing a party for me. Well I am for me. Crazy. I havent talked to many people in this new year. As a matter of fact. I spent most of my day reading yesterday. Pretty fun. From like 3 until midnight. I like to stay up and sing happy birthday to myself at 12:24 in the AM. ( Read more... )

Well, today is New Years Eve. Another year has passed us, and we've grown. Alot has happened in this year. It was fun. I think we all know that. My birthday is coming up. Im not big into birthdays. But this time Im having a party/get together. Its more for people who want to buy shirts to buy shirts. My parents declined my request to have Jose DJ ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. Chilling with Chels until 2, how sweet. Today I hung out with Octavio. Hes so cool. Jammed on cello and bass. Pretty wicked. My dads birthday tomorrow. Hes a cool guy ( Read more... )

I yell and scream. I care ( Read more... )

Today I recieved a letter. According to this piece of parchment with ink splatters on it,I've been awarded. A feeling rushed over me, and guilt has finally left. Out of all the things I've done, this one makes me smile ( Read more... )

Some people get their pleasure from others pain. Its tragic, and, sometimes its okay to just cry. We all need to. So go find your best friends shoulder to cry on. Let everything out. And the next day, face the world with your head up. Walk tall, walk proud, and dont forget to smile off those nasty lies. Lets face it, it happens ( Read more... )

As an update I still havent clipped my finger or toenails. Tragic isnt it. I wish I could update on a fabulous weekend of playing with friends. But it seemed to be that I was home, making myself better. Yesterday I slept. Of course after a day of newspaper. Which comes out on Wednesday. Check it ( Read more... )