i guess it really is gone now that i really know. and nothings ever gonna change that and nothings ever gonna be the same. life changes and so do we. but really we didnt grow apart we just fell apart.

i love you

i HATE my life....

there is one reason i get up in the morning and im gonna lose that soon....

i HATE my life....

enough said...

"life"

yah pretty much stress has been controlling my life for like ever. im so frigin stressed out right now its not even cool at all. i figured that after the jazz recording was done and my interview was done id be less stress.....haha that was a good one. yah its a relief and im glad they are over but im still wicked frigin stress. its like insane. i ( Read more... )

so yah its been a few days....life has been life. it has its ups and downs. actually pretty much life just has tons of downs but i have the best friends in the world and they always bring me up. thanks guys ( Read more... )

i like 5 hour phone calls.

um yeah pretty much life is wicked frigin awesum right now! :)
YES

i dont feel like typing it all cuz you cant even imagine it
watever bye

ok so first of all .......I TOTALLY ALMOST TANKED IT AT THE FOOTBALL GAME (thats my way of saying i slipped and almost completely fell on my ass during the halftime show! lol itll catch on) i made a pretty sweet catch though so i didnt fall ( Read more... )

so friday was my birthday. it was good but at the same time it was kinda a rude awakening. idk i guess a lot of stuff came up that i just didnt want to think about at all. i got lots of cupcakes though so its good. thank you to sarah jen and my mom for that one. cassie and jenny decorated my locker...just wait kiddo. and they gave me some cool shit ( Read more... )

so thursday i did nothin. i took my sister to her lesson but then i was at my house doing hw like a good little kid. :) how i got my finger smashed in a car door idk cuz i was at my house the whole time. friday i went to see my mommy at the hosiptal cuz im a good supporting daughter and her boss said lots of nice stuff about her. then i picked up ( Read more... )