I have a new journal that I will be using from the end of the summer for university so people can check up on how i am, it wont really be that great but itll help me keep in touch so watch out for me adding you x its mebe_E btw

So this weekend, hmmmm well I had friday off work to get a doctors appointment, for more spot ointment, I then met james and had lunch and just lounched around, spent the night in, well we didnt watch a film till dead late because he had to take his moms friend home...he didnt really spend the night acting close to me, I feel so empty in my ( Read more... )

Im trying to trust people, but its hard, I dont even know myself, I put up so many barriers to protect myself that I even shut myself out to protect myself from myself aswell, I dont really remember where my problems began and I have thought about them for so long that you mix the truth with your own immaginary world.

I should really learn to trust ( Read more... )

Stupid big foreheaded bitch ever heard of getting a fringe, giggsys ex from like years ago, but was still sleeping together just before me, she lies and pretends shes pregnant so she didnt loose him back then, idiot. She constantly rings and then lies that she doesnt cheat on her boyfriend of 19months yet she has with giggsy. I just want to be his ( Read more... )

Been here 1 hour looked through one box, typed it up, now need to mark it off on the cards and trash it. fun stuff folks. 4 Weeks till holiday :) wooo cant wait, got a thing for the cranberries right now (The Band) Anyways gotta dash..If you need me give me a mail...Im in town saturday night is anyone else? Cinema to see the break up friday looks ( Read more... )

Just waiting for giggsys dad to finish work so i can catch a lift home as i work in his workplace. Dunno what to do tonight, can either go to swad party where i stay sober because i have to go for a meal and travel tomorrow, itll be good to see people but its boring unless your out of your faces like everyone else will be. Beans :) I dont want to ( Read more... )

Made a list of things for holiday, im really excited, just me and james for a week in another country where no-one NO-ONE! Can get hold of us, tell us to get out of bed, or have a rest of seeing eachother for a day...I mean I do have giggy breaks, I just only see him cause i go to work with his sister in the morning, and to be honest, me and giggy ( Read more... )

Im at work at its ok, surprisingly going through files sounds really boring but i find it quite stimulating. Listening to my ipod downstairs going fru cards and marking off the files i have destroyed, I find working gives me a sense of well being. Something to take my mind off being bored. Booked a holiday for 28th August to Korfu and Im looking ( Read more... )

Sorry for not coming out ya birthday beckski, things been hectic now i have a fulltime job in nottingham 9-5 i have to get up early and get home late :( but £700 a month is all good, wanna go on holiday this year ( Read more... )

he is driving me crazy, does my head in sometimes, most of the time, twists my words and pisses me off.