Any way you want to, any way you got to
Guwaaaaaah. Today's been tiring mentally and physically. Because of my own impatience I missed going out with Shawn, on the date I set up. I feel like a real jerk for it and it made me really upset. I'm so used to being disappointed by people canceling things they say they'll do with me (important or no), and I absolutely hate hate haaaate doing the same thing to other people, since it depresses me. I did, however, get to see Coraline.
Coraline's really awesome. :,D I only wish I could've seen it in 3-D, 'cause that would've made it that much better. I know other people have been seeing it already and giving their overviews of it, so I don't feel like delving more into it. Just go watch it. |D
After getting home from that and telling my friends (I really am sorry guys ;__;), Josh suggested we go out to the gym, since we recently bought a year membership each to Planet Fitness. We just had to show up, get out specific numbered card to show whenever we visit, and then set off on the equipment. I always seem to like working with treadmills and things that work your legs, but I have no upper body strength whatsoever. |D;; I've got to work on that. I also felt incredibly stupid on some of the machines there because oh god it's obvious I don't know how this works and am I positioned correctly on this thing and sir please stop staring at me from the mirror you're really creeping me out sir
Starting today, I'm doing full workouts every other day and jogging on the treadmills there in the mornings inbetween. Cardio at first, then weight loss. Candy, let's be work out buddies. :,DD Er, in spirit.
Hopefully when Mom gets home, she'll still feel like bringing me out to go shopping. I only have two pairs of pants and no skirts or anything else. TWO PAIRS OF PANTS. I have to do laundry every two days. .___. So uh, yeah. MAybe I'll finally get some nice clothes that would look good in an interview. Not that anyone's hiring.
I should be working on that English essay.
...Anyone have happy news?
Coraline's really awesome. :,D I only wish I could've seen it in 3-D, 'cause that would've made it that much better. I know other people have been seeing it already and giving their overviews of it, so I don't feel like delving more into it. Just go watch it. |D
After getting home from that and telling my friends (I really am sorry guys ;__;), Josh suggested we go out to the gym, since we recently bought a year membership each to Planet Fitness. We just had to show up, get out specific numbered card to show whenever we visit, and then set off on the equipment. I always seem to like working with treadmills and things that work your legs, but I have no upper body strength whatsoever. |D;; I've got to work on that. I also felt incredibly stupid on some of the machines there because oh god it's obvious I don't know how this works and am I positioned correctly on this thing and sir please stop staring at me from the mirror you're really creeping me out sir
Starting today, I'm doing full workouts every other day and jogging on the treadmills there in the mornings inbetween. Cardio at first, then weight loss. Candy, let's be work out buddies. :,DD Er, in spirit.
Hopefully when Mom gets home, she'll still feel like bringing me out to go shopping. I only have two pairs of pants and no skirts or anything else. TWO PAIRS OF PANTS. I have to do laundry every two days. .___. So uh, yeah. MAybe I'll finally get some nice clothes that would look good in an interview. Not that anyone's hiring.
I should be working on that English essay.
...Anyone have happy news?