Sick, pensive

[fullmoonjester]

Well, its a new year. So, at 5:30 in the morning, with something like ebola and bubonic plague's lovechild growing in my throat, Its time to take emotional and mental inventory. Maybe this will help me organize my thoughts and give me a base to work with

Comments

"Stop Apllogising! I like you just the way you are!"

[angelictigress]

I think everyone needs to hear this once and a while. only you need to stop agonizing, stop beating your self up overthings you can't control. you are one of my friends that I have strived to keep close, that means you actually mean something to me even though I don't see you that much. you need some cheering up. You know where to find me. *hugs*

[squire_liz]

I'm with angelictigress Your friends love you for you. Ok, so there are somethings you wish were different, fine, work on them. But don't agonize over it. You are a wonderfull human being just as you are. Ok, so I wish you'd call once in a while, but really... :)

Seriously though, I'm sorry you are feeling so rough. I send you lots of hugs and a demand you get in touch with me so I can give you a few in person.

Love and hugs

[sabine42]

Hey babe, hang in there, you know we all love you. There are still positive things in your life, even when they feel outnumbered. And no one says how long it should take you to fully get over--if ever fully-- something so intense. OR what should be accomplished when. Your life is yours, just keep living it, and doing what you can. Hope to see you soon so I can hug you in person.

~Heather

[daladyaphrodite]

You know, Dorian, I like you the way you are. I wouldn't be friends with you otherwise. I know a lot of people really appreciate your gentle personallity *flanked a dark sense of humor*. I also think that it's ok to still be working on Jamie. *hugs* Life...well...life sucks. It's a fact. It's what you do in the midst of it all that really matters. It's what you let life turn you into that cuts the cake and all that jazz. I think you are doing fine.

Get out here boy!

[truthforger]

If your serious about acting and such I'm starting tot hink you might want to try networking with some people in Baltimore who have west coast contacts and then just pick up and move. Anyways I totally understand (and I'm sure nat does too) about starting to feel like you havent accomplished much in the time youve been alloted. It's like the MFS disease or something. ;> but let me tell you dorian your way wrong I think your right on track. Hey and I think Anthony would liek to hang out with you more I know he has a lot of respect for you. Anyways, peace!