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[fullycooly]

What can I say? Ever since the Holy Spirit came upon me like white on rice, I felt relaxed and happier. Now, a darkness and sorrow comes in the horizon. This friend of mine...maybe she thinks I'm her friend. I hope she does because I think I've fallen in love. This is the wrong girl for me, I know it, I know it. I'll never deserve someone like her

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[rightguard]

wow...man that was deep! well kouya i WONT be one of those ppl who swarm you and ask you who it is. Instead I'll just pray that if God has a will between you and this girl that he will fufill it. and if i can do you any help you know I'm here...

[californiacheez]

Kuoya,
you bring such a smile to my face
you are such an awesome man of God
and don't say that you don't deserve this girl
you are a king spiritually and i admire you for your strength and you're just the coolest guy ever!!!
well i will be praying for you and this girl whoever she is
and if it is God's will then it will happen
it might not be tomorrow or a week from now but on GOd's time and only God knows when that is
but remember this GOd gives you the desires of your heart
maybe you and this girl are not ment to be but God has something so much better in store for you!!!
well i really got to go
see yah around!!!!

please tell me if this made any sense
cuz sometimes i just blabber alot

[fullycooly]

If I were to give in, now, of all times. I would fail. I wouldn't be a man of God. I have to move forward and not look back. If I do, I will become a pillar of salt and I will cease to exist.

If you were to ask who this person is, I would not tell you anyway. It would make me feel withdrawn. I know this isn't the person for me. I just know it.

[fullycooly]

Thank you both for the support. Jasmine, you make more sense than you realize. Give yourself more credit. I know this girl isn't for me. She wouldn't even like me and I know that both of you would disagree. I think God would disagree too because the last thing I need is that kind of relationship.

[flatironfreak]

kouya... i know this is a little late that i am replying to your comment, i am a little slow on this whole live journal thingy. but don't put yourself down so much cause i have seen such a complete change in you and your demeanor. just the way that you seem more happy and confident makes a big difference. and the fact that you are really outgoing, well maybe i just didn't know you as much before! like that midget story, that always makes me laugh, so don't feel bad about yourself cause if the girl doesn't like you back, then you know that its not meant to be or maybe like you said that its not God's will for you or her to have that type of thing with eachother. ok i just talked a lot so yea bye~Sophie