Roommate (chapter 16)
Title: Roommate (chapter 16)
Pairings: Kyumin, Haehyuk, Yewook
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, drama
Summary: Two boys live on the same room, with different past and family background. One is come from an elite family while the other is an orphan. Will love bloom between them? Or it will be the worst years in their life?
Warning: told in Kyuhyun POV
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Kyuhyun POV
I look at him, surprised with what he had just said before. Raped? Sungmin was raped? I feel anger boiling in my body and I hit the wall harshly and scream so loud. I see Sungmin buried his face on his knees and hug it tight. “Minnie…” I hold his hands and make him to look at me, “Minnie… I’m sorry…”
“I-I know… I-I un-understand if y-you didn’t want me again. I-I know I was so e-egoist… b-but please Kyu… do-don’t leave me…” he hold my hand tightly and look at me with tears filled his eyes, “I-I know I’m dirty… but p-please… don’t leave m-me… I-I don’t ha-have anyone e-else beside yo-you…”
I hug his body tightly, he stiff for a moment before his body relax and hug me back, he buried his face on my shoulder and cry. I’ll hunt them down!! I’ll hunt everyone who dare to rape my Minnie… I’ll kill them all for make him suffering like this.
“Sungmin-ah… Sungmin-ah… listen to me… I would never leave you even if you want me to, I wouldn’t leave you… you are not dirty, Minnie… you are not…” I keep reassuring him. I don’t want him to be like the last time I found him when we are still on high school… I don’t want that…
I carry Sungmin to his bedroom and let him change his wet clothes with dry one. I bring the first aid kit, to bandage his wounds… maybe I should call Yesung-hyung to know if I should bring him to the hospital or not.
I help him to lie on his bed and cover him with his blanket until it reach his shoulder, “You have to rest, Minnie…”
He look at me pleadingly, as if telling me not to leave him alone in his room, “I don’t want to sleep… they always comeback and hurt me again…” tears start to fill his eyes again, I uncover him and I lie beside him, he quickly hug me and snuggled to my side, “I don’t want to be alone, Kyu… I’m afraid that they will come back and hurt me again…”
I tighten my hold on him and buried my face on his hair, “I’ll be here protecting you, Minnie… they will not come to you and hurt you again… I’ll protect you from them. So, sleep… it’ll make you feel better…”
“Would you be here when I woke up?”
“I’ll be here until you woke up…” he buried his face on my chest and tighten his hold on my body. It hurt… but I know that he want to reassure himself that I was here, that I will be there to protect him. I tighten my hold and start to hum a song that I used to hum when he has a trouble sleeping when we are on high school. Sigh… I think I’ll never use it again… I keep humming it until I’m sure that he really fast asleep.
I slowly get out of the bed, I can see that he was searching for me so I put a pillow beside him and he quickly hugging it. I brushed some strand of his hair and kiss his forehead. I’m sorry… but I have to go for a while… I’ll make sure that I’ll be here when you woke up.
I open the door and close it slowly. I go to my bedroom and started to change my clothes, even though it already dry but I don’t want to be sick, no when I know that Sungmin really need me. I quickly change and after it done I come back to Sungmin’s room and lie beside him.
I hear a knock and the door opened slowly. My mother was approaching me and sit on the edge of the bed, “Is he okay now?” she whispered, I look at his sleeping face and nodded my head slowly, “What had happened? Did you know something now?”
“He… he was… raped…” I can see her eyes widened slightly and a soft gasp come out from her mouth, she covered it with her hand and look at Sungmin’s sleeping figure.
“When?” she asked when she come out from her shock.
“I don’t know… he didn’t tell me. But I think that it was on the past. Something like this happen before; I’m glad that now was better than the last time” she look at me confusedly, aah… I forget that I never told her about that before, “It was happened a few months after we got into the high school. We found him unconscious on the old storehouse. He didn’t talk about what happened, he will cry if someone was touching him, but luckily I can reassure him that I didn’t want to hurt him and after a few try, I finally can touch him and calming down”
“You think that it has something to do with that time?” I nodded my head again. I hope you’ll understand, umma… it was never Sungmin fault in the first place…it was that bastards fault…
“Umma… you would never try to separate us, right? After what happen to Sungmin… it not his fault…he was just a victim…”
“Kyuhyun… how could I do that to my own son? You are my son and so are Sungmin… he need you right now and how could a mother separate her son who needed each other? No… I wouldn’t do that… so is appa and Ahra… we will protect him and make him smiling again, okay?”
I got up from the bed, slowly not to make Sungmin woke up and hug my mother tightly, “Thank you umma… I happy that I have a mother like you…”
She ruffled my hair and brushed Sungmin cheek lovingly, “I know he just fall asleep but make sure to wake him up on the lunch time, okay? I didn’t want him to skip meal and get sick” I smile at her and nodded my head.
She walk out from the room and I lie back on the bed. I look at the clock, it still 11 am… sigh… I have to tell Ryeowook-hyung… I’m sure he was so confused when he see me rushed out of the room without the professor telling me to, beside the class was already ended and I’m sure that he will read my message. I pull out my phone but then it double vibrated, 2 messages… I opened the first; it was from Ryeowook-hyung…
What happened???? You make me feel worried!! Did something happen???
I press the reply button and type some words.
Yes, something happen, hyung… Sungmin was disappearing but don’t worry, he is with me now. Hyung… could you do me some favor? Could you call Yesung-hyung and tell him to go to my house when his class ended?
I open the second message and it was from Eunhyuk-hyung…
Did you find him yet?? Why you didn’t call us?? We already searching in the university and we didn’t found him. If you already found him or not please reply my message… we need to know…
The same as before, I press the reply button…
He is with me… I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you earlier but I was so frustrated… I can’t think about anything except him… sorry, hyung…
I lie there again; my cell phone was on the night stand. I don’t know what should I do so I turn my body and hug Sungmin body tight, closing my eyes and slowly fall to a slumber.
I woke up when I feel someone shake me lightly. I open my eyes and see Eunhyuk-hyung who was sitting on the edge of the bed. I look around the room and found that Donghae-hyung was there too, leaning on the wall with his hand crossed on his chest. “Ah hyung…”
Eunhyuk-hyung smile at me and then look at Sungmin sleeping form, “How is he? Is he okay?” he said worriedly.
“Ah… how should I say it… he like the last time but now was better… he talk and told me what had happened…” he look surprised and I know that he expect to hear more from me, “He was… raped…” Eunhyuk-hyung gasped and I can hear Donghae-hyung punch the wall. I know that they didn’t expect to hear something like this to happen to their friend.
“Where is that bastard?” I look at Donghae-hyung that looking at me dangerously, Eunhyuk-hyung quickly go to his side and try to calm him, “Is it that professor?”
“Hae… calm… don’t judge someone like that… we still didn’t know who it was… we need to wait for Sungmin to wake up before we know what happen…” he rub Donghae-hyung’s chest, trying to calm him up and I think it work because he lean on the wall again. “Kyu… Ryeowook said that he will come here with Yesung-hyung…”
I try to get up but the I feel him stirred, he open his eyes and look at me. “Good afternoon, Minnie… did you sleep well?” he blink his eyes slowly but then nodded his head, “Look… whose coming to find you…” his body went stiff and he buried his face on my chest. I hold him and bring him to get up with me, I can see that Eunhyuk-hyung and Donghae-hyung was approaching me but he continue to buried his face, he tighten his hold on my shirt too. “Hey… it just Donghae-hyung and Eunhyuk-hyung… you don’t have to be scared… they wouldn’t hurt you… we are friend, right?”
Eunhyuk-hyung approach us and sit on the edge of the bed. He try to make Sungmin to believe him… Donghae-hyung too, sitting beside Eunhyuk-hyung and try to make him come out from his hiding place. After a few tries, finally they can make him to look up at him but not to touch him. Well… at least there was some progression, right?
My mother come in and telling us that it was a lunch time, we come to the dining room and eat our lunch. Sungmin was sitting closely beside me, he even didn’t let my mother to touch him and I can see the hurt look from my mother but then she just brushed it off and act like nothing happened. I really appreciate it because I’m sure that it’ll make Sungmin to heal faster…
In the middle of our lunch, a maid come and told me that I have some guest. I told her to take them in and there they were, Ryeowook-hyung and Yesung-hyung. My mother quickly ask them to have a lunch with us and they do. Yesung-hyung was sitting beside Sungmin. Sungmin tighten his hold on my hands and bring his chair to be near me… I know he feel unsecure when someone was sitting beside him, so he was clinging to me and I circle my left hand on his and bring him closer, whispering that it was okay… that it was just Yesung-hyung and he will not hurting him.
After the lunch was done, we go back to my room. I already decide that since Sungmin can’t sleep alone so from tonight he will sleeping with me again. I sit beside him on the bed while Yesung-hyung was sitting on the floor. The other was helping my mother to clean the dishes. Yesung-hyung take out some antiseptic and a few bandage. I know he wasn’t a doctor yet but at least he was better than me in taking care of some wounds.
“Sungmin-ah… can I see your hand?” he said softly with a small smile on his face. But Sungmin just buried his face on my chest and hiding his arms from him. “I wouldn’t hurt you… I just want to see the wounds… it feel stung and hurt, right?” I can feel Sungmin nodded his head in my chest and I know that Yesung-hyung saw it too, “You want to make it go away?” again a nod. “So… let me check your hand and I’ll make the pain go away…”
Sungmin peeking through his hiding place --it was my chest-- and look at me worriedly. I smile at him and rub his hand slowly, “It’s okay, Minnie… he wouldn’t hurt you… if you want the pain to go away, let him to take care of your wounds and if he does something bad, I’ll be here to protect you”
He look down and buried his face further but he extended his hand, Yesung-hyung slowly hold it, I can feel his body went stiff so I keep whispering some comforting word. Yesung-hyung take off the bandage that I put earlier and he slowly examine the wounds after that he put some antiseptic on the wounds, Sungmin flinched because of the pain, “It’s okay…” Yesung-hyung said, “It just hurt for a while… it will make the pain go away… after this you can hug Kyuhyun without hurting your arms…” Okay… it was so childish to reassure a patient with something like that but you know what it work on Sungmin. “See… it didn’t hurt again, right?” he nodded his head. Yesung-hyung then look at me, “Is there any place that was hurting aside from his hand?”
“There some on his chest and back” I pull him away from my body but he just tighten his hold on me, “Sungmin-ah… let Yesung-hyung to check on them, okay? If not, it will be infected…” he shake his head rapidly and cling to me like I was his life line.
I look at Yesung-hyung with pleading eyes, he sighed hard and look at Sungmin, “Okay… how about this… Kyuhyun will check it aside of me, hm?”
Sungmin look at me and nodded his head slowly. I help him to take off the clothes. Yesung-hyung told me how is should do, from take off the last bandage, putting the antiseptic and bandage it again. After everything was set up, I help him to take on his clothes again. “Look… it’s done…” Yesung-hyung said, “It’s not hurt again right?” he nodded his head then buried his face on my chest again.
We sighed and Yesung-hyung look at me, “It’s not a deep wound, but you have to change it twice a day until it healed” Yesung-hyung instructed. “It will be 2 or 3 days later. You don’t need to take him to the doctor, after what I see earlier I know that he don’t want anyone else to touch him beside you, so you have to take care of it by yourself”
I close my eyes and nodded my head, “But nothing serious, right?”
“Yeah… it’s nothing serious with his wounds. But Kyuhyun…” I open my eyes and look at him in the eyes, somehow it make me feel uneasy… “If he still don’t show any progression for the next 4 days, I think you have to take him to meet s psychiatrist… he need to let everything out... and maybe with some help from them, he will be better”
I look at Yesung-hyung and then at Sungmin. Please, Minnie… I beg you… I don’t want to take you to them because I know you will be freak out so please… make some progression so I don’t have to take you to them.
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Here is the next chapter~~
Hope you’ll like it ^^
I just hope that it would be that boring though, keke
Comment are always appreciated and loved~~
See you on the next chapter *wave hand and vanish like a ninja*
Pairings: Kyumin, Haehyuk, Yewook
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, drama
Summary: Two boys live on the same room, with different past and family background. One is come from an elite family while the other is an orphan. Will love bloom between them? Or it will be the worst years in their life?
Warning: told in Kyuhyun POV
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Kyuhyun POV
I look at him, surprised with what he had just said before. Raped? Sungmin was raped? I feel anger boiling in my body and I hit the wall harshly and scream so loud. I see Sungmin buried his face on his knees and hug it tight. “Minnie…” I hold his hands and make him to look at me, “Minnie… I’m sorry…”
“I-I know… I-I un-understand if y-you didn’t want me again. I-I know I was so e-egoist… b-but please Kyu… do-don’t leave me…” he hold my hand tightly and look at me with tears filled his eyes, “I-I know I’m dirty… but p-please… don’t leave m-me… I-I don’t ha-have anyone e-else beside yo-you…”
I hug his body tightly, he stiff for a moment before his body relax and hug me back, he buried his face on my shoulder and cry. I’ll hunt them down!! I’ll hunt everyone who dare to rape my Minnie… I’ll kill them all for make him suffering like this.
“Sungmin-ah… Sungmin-ah… listen to me… I would never leave you even if you want me to, I wouldn’t leave you… you are not dirty, Minnie… you are not…” I keep reassuring him. I don’t want him to be like the last time I found him when we are still on high school… I don’t want that…
I carry Sungmin to his bedroom and let him change his wet clothes with dry one. I bring the first aid kit, to bandage his wounds… maybe I should call Yesung-hyung to know if I should bring him to the hospital or not.
I help him to lie on his bed and cover him with his blanket until it reach his shoulder, “You have to rest, Minnie…”
He look at me pleadingly, as if telling me not to leave him alone in his room, “I don’t want to sleep… they always comeback and hurt me again…” tears start to fill his eyes again, I uncover him and I lie beside him, he quickly hug me and snuggled to my side, “I don’t want to be alone, Kyu… I’m afraid that they will come back and hurt me again…”
I tighten my hold on him and buried my face on his hair, “I’ll be here protecting you, Minnie… they will not come to you and hurt you again… I’ll protect you from them. So, sleep… it’ll make you feel better…”
“Would you be here when I woke up?”
“I’ll be here until you woke up…” he buried his face on my chest and tighten his hold on my body. It hurt… but I know that he want to reassure himself that I was here, that I will be there to protect him. I tighten my hold and start to hum a song that I used to hum when he has a trouble sleeping when we are on high school. Sigh… I think I’ll never use it again… I keep humming it until I’m sure that he really fast asleep.
I slowly get out of the bed, I can see that he was searching for me so I put a pillow beside him and he quickly hugging it. I brushed some strand of his hair and kiss his forehead. I’m sorry… but I have to go for a while… I’ll make sure that I’ll be here when you woke up.
I open the door and close it slowly. I go to my bedroom and started to change my clothes, even though it already dry but I don’t want to be sick, no when I know that Sungmin really need me. I quickly change and after it done I come back to Sungmin’s room and lie beside him.
I hear a knock and the door opened slowly. My mother was approaching me and sit on the edge of the bed, “Is he okay now?” she whispered, I look at his sleeping face and nodded my head slowly, “What had happened? Did you know something now?”
“He… he was… raped…” I can see her eyes widened slightly and a soft gasp come out from her mouth, she covered it with her hand and look at Sungmin’s sleeping figure.
“When?” she asked when she come out from her shock.
“I don’t know… he didn’t tell me. But I think that it was on the past. Something like this happen before; I’m glad that now was better than the last time” she look at me confusedly, aah… I forget that I never told her about that before, “It was happened a few months after we got into the high school. We found him unconscious on the old storehouse. He didn’t talk about what happened, he will cry if someone was touching him, but luckily I can reassure him that I didn’t want to hurt him and after a few try, I finally can touch him and calming down”
“You think that it has something to do with that time?” I nodded my head again. I hope you’ll understand, umma… it was never Sungmin fault in the first place…it was that bastards fault…
“Umma… you would never try to separate us, right? After what happen to Sungmin… it not his fault…he was just a victim…”
“Kyuhyun… how could I do that to my own son? You are my son and so are Sungmin… he need you right now and how could a mother separate her son who needed each other? No… I wouldn’t do that… so is appa and Ahra… we will protect him and make him smiling again, okay?”
I got up from the bed, slowly not to make Sungmin woke up and hug my mother tightly, “Thank you umma… I happy that I have a mother like you…”
She ruffled my hair and brushed Sungmin cheek lovingly, “I know he just fall asleep but make sure to wake him up on the lunch time, okay? I didn’t want him to skip meal and get sick” I smile at her and nodded my head.
She walk out from the room and I lie back on the bed. I look at the clock, it still 11 am… sigh… I have to tell Ryeowook-hyung… I’m sure he was so confused when he see me rushed out of the room without the professor telling me to, beside the class was already ended and I’m sure that he will read my message. I pull out my phone but then it double vibrated, 2 messages… I opened the first; it was from Ryeowook-hyung…
What happened???? You make me feel worried!! Did something happen???
I press the reply button and type some words.
Yes, something happen, hyung… Sungmin was disappearing but don’t worry, he is with me now. Hyung… could you do me some favor? Could you call Yesung-hyung and tell him to go to my house when his class ended?
I open the second message and it was from Eunhyuk-hyung…
Did you find him yet?? Why you didn’t call us?? We already searching in the university and we didn’t found him. If you already found him or not please reply my message… we need to know…
The same as before, I press the reply button…
He is with me… I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you earlier but I was so frustrated… I can’t think about anything except him… sorry, hyung…
I lie there again; my cell phone was on the night stand. I don’t know what should I do so I turn my body and hug Sungmin body tight, closing my eyes and slowly fall to a slumber.
I woke up when I feel someone shake me lightly. I open my eyes and see Eunhyuk-hyung who was sitting on the edge of the bed. I look around the room and found that Donghae-hyung was there too, leaning on the wall with his hand crossed on his chest. “Ah hyung…”
Eunhyuk-hyung smile at me and then look at Sungmin sleeping form, “How is he? Is he okay?” he said worriedly.
“Ah… how should I say it… he like the last time but now was better… he talk and told me what had happened…” he look surprised and I know that he expect to hear more from me, “He was… raped…” Eunhyuk-hyung gasped and I can hear Donghae-hyung punch the wall. I know that they didn’t expect to hear something like this to happen to their friend.
“Where is that bastard?” I look at Donghae-hyung that looking at me dangerously, Eunhyuk-hyung quickly go to his side and try to calm him, “Is it that professor?”
“Hae… calm… don’t judge someone like that… we still didn’t know who it was… we need to wait for Sungmin to wake up before we know what happen…” he rub Donghae-hyung’s chest, trying to calm him up and I think it work because he lean on the wall again. “Kyu… Ryeowook said that he will come here with Yesung-hyung…”
I try to get up but the I feel him stirred, he open his eyes and look at me. “Good afternoon, Minnie… did you sleep well?” he blink his eyes slowly but then nodded his head, “Look… whose coming to find you…” his body went stiff and he buried his face on my chest. I hold him and bring him to get up with me, I can see that Eunhyuk-hyung and Donghae-hyung was approaching me but he continue to buried his face, he tighten his hold on my shirt too. “Hey… it just Donghae-hyung and Eunhyuk-hyung… you don’t have to be scared… they wouldn’t hurt you… we are friend, right?”
Eunhyuk-hyung approach us and sit on the edge of the bed. He try to make Sungmin to believe him… Donghae-hyung too, sitting beside Eunhyuk-hyung and try to make him come out from his hiding place. After a few tries, finally they can make him to look up at him but not to touch him. Well… at least there was some progression, right?
My mother come in and telling us that it was a lunch time, we come to the dining room and eat our lunch. Sungmin was sitting closely beside me, he even didn’t let my mother to touch him and I can see the hurt look from my mother but then she just brushed it off and act like nothing happened. I really appreciate it because I’m sure that it’ll make Sungmin to heal faster…
In the middle of our lunch, a maid come and told me that I have some guest. I told her to take them in and there they were, Ryeowook-hyung and Yesung-hyung. My mother quickly ask them to have a lunch with us and they do. Yesung-hyung was sitting beside Sungmin. Sungmin tighten his hold on my hands and bring his chair to be near me… I know he feel unsecure when someone was sitting beside him, so he was clinging to me and I circle my left hand on his and bring him closer, whispering that it was okay… that it was just Yesung-hyung and he will not hurting him.
After the lunch was done, we go back to my room. I already decide that since Sungmin can’t sleep alone so from tonight he will sleeping with me again. I sit beside him on the bed while Yesung-hyung was sitting on the floor. The other was helping my mother to clean the dishes. Yesung-hyung take out some antiseptic and a few bandage. I know he wasn’t a doctor yet but at least he was better than me in taking care of some wounds.
“Sungmin-ah… can I see your hand?” he said softly with a small smile on his face. But Sungmin just buried his face on my chest and hiding his arms from him. “I wouldn’t hurt you… I just want to see the wounds… it feel stung and hurt, right?” I can feel Sungmin nodded his head in my chest and I know that Yesung-hyung saw it too, “You want to make it go away?” again a nod. “So… let me check your hand and I’ll make the pain go away…”
Sungmin peeking through his hiding place --it was my chest-- and look at me worriedly. I smile at him and rub his hand slowly, “It’s okay, Minnie… he wouldn’t hurt you… if you want the pain to go away, let him to take care of your wounds and if he does something bad, I’ll be here to protect you”
He look down and buried his face further but he extended his hand, Yesung-hyung slowly hold it, I can feel his body went stiff so I keep whispering some comforting word. Yesung-hyung take off the bandage that I put earlier and he slowly examine the wounds after that he put some antiseptic on the wounds, Sungmin flinched because of the pain, “It’s okay…” Yesung-hyung said, “It just hurt for a while… it will make the pain go away… after this you can hug Kyuhyun without hurting your arms…” Okay… it was so childish to reassure a patient with something like that but you know what it work on Sungmin. “See… it didn’t hurt again, right?” he nodded his head. Yesung-hyung then look at me, “Is there any place that was hurting aside from his hand?”
“There some on his chest and back” I pull him away from my body but he just tighten his hold on me, “Sungmin-ah… let Yesung-hyung to check on them, okay? If not, it will be infected…” he shake his head rapidly and cling to me like I was his life line.
I look at Yesung-hyung with pleading eyes, he sighed hard and look at Sungmin, “Okay… how about this… Kyuhyun will check it aside of me, hm?”
Sungmin look at me and nodded his head slowly. I help him to take off the clothes. Yesung-hyung told me how is should do, from take off the last bandage, putting the antiseptic and bandage it again. After everything was set up, I help him to take on his clothes again. “Look… it’s done…” Yesung-hyung said, “It’s not hurt again right?” he nodded his head then buried his face on my chest again.
We sighed and Yesung-hyung look at me, “It’s not a deep wound, but you have to change it twice a day until it healed” Yesung-hyung instructed. “It will be 2 or 3 days later. You don’t need to take him to the doctor, after what I see earlier I know that he don’t want anyone else to touch him beside you, so you have to take care of it by yourself”
I close my eyes and nodded my head, “But nothing serious, right?”
“Yeah… it’s nothing serious with his wounds. But Kyuhyun…” I open my eyes and look at him in the eyes, somehow it make me feel uneasy… “If he still don’t show any progression for the next 4 days, I think you have to take him to meet s psychiatrist… he need to let everything out... and maybe with some help from them, he will be better”
I look at Yesung-hyung and then at Sungmin. Please, Minnie… I beg you… I don’t want to take you to them because I know you will be freak out so please… make some progression so I don’t have to take you to them.
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Here is the next chapter~~
Hope you’ll like it ^^
I just hope that it would be that boring though, keke
Comment are always appreciated and loved~~
See you on the next chapter *wave hand and vanish like a ninja*