Looking back on some of my old entries I noticed how I, at least half the time, create many of my own "problems". I'm not complaining or making a new one (I think I'm not at least), just commenting on the delicious irony of it all. To quote southpark, "If irony was made of strawberries, we'd all be drinking a lot of smoothies right now." Anyways ( Read more... )

Ok I have a nasty cough and because of it I can't sleep unless I am dead tired. I thought of goin to the LAN tonight, and I may very well go. This is assuming I can fall asleep anytime soon and then wake up before people all leave, cause honestly if I can't get to sleep I doubt I could make it to 7 or 8 in the following morning; even if I did ( Read more... )

Well to start off my internet died (my fault tho), then I finally stopped sidesteping things with Jill. Things hadn't been working out like I planned, not to say that they usually do, I saw her growing more and more attached yet I didn't find myself feeling the same. I gave it time, I tried to let things grow for me, but it just didn't want to ( Read more... )

It has been quite a while since I've posted, and I am posting in my usual fashion when I finally start to post again. I can't sleep, to much is going through my head right now. I wish it wasn't, I can't block it out, this is driving me insane. I hope I can put it in the back of my mind and focus or this is gunna be a long sleepless week.

I thought drama like this was supposed to not happen nearly as often in college. Guess not, kinda sick of it though. Apparently Josh is moving out Tuesday, yup that's right, not even finishing up the semester that he paid for. Does it make sense to you? Certainly doesn't make much to me. Trent an I have seemingly been villanized, specifically ( Read more... )

To start, Lauren, I'm sorry if it hurts you; I really am, but I have to move on. I really do, and I hope you can accept that; and if you can't I'm not so sure you really do care about me that much. I am happy out here, I don't want that to end and I can't just let it. As much as it hurts me to hurt you, I have to do this. Jill thank you for ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend, got all the work done that I knew how to do. Lauren is extremely sick but she is on some meds to help her recover so my mind is slightly more at ease. I have lots of work ahead but it doesn't seem so bad. I got to see Jill multiple times and met her family who seemed to like me, and I like them so that worked well. I ( Read more... )

Its been so long since I've been so anxious and excited about something. I can't believe how well things are going, I feel good; I have lots of work and stress but thats fine, I really think this Arizona thing will work out. Granted I knew I could do it, but now I have no doubts what-so-ever. She makes me smile, and apparently I do the same ( Read more... )

Woah woah woah, this is just crazy, three posts in three days! Well I honestly am left speechless...[End Of Entry]

PS. Buddy jesus pic now up....hehe.

PSS. I wish it were monday already....

Wow, one night later I am already posting again! Honestly I don't have much to say, I just had a very good day, and I think monday will be equally as good.(crosses fingers) This weekend looks semi-busy, I have plenty of work I need to get done, but thats fine, I'm at college, it's to be expected. Hmmm I should end this before it gets even less