last cigarette: Thursday Night ( Read more... )

People will always suck ( Read more... )

"I climbed your arms. then you pulled away. a new cavity moved into my heart today. the more I scream, the more it seems that now im through. with the new you. -- Deftones - Teenager"

the thought of u waiting for someone

ever get the feeling you've been cheated? <<

I hate crying ( Read more... )

*Sigh ( Read more... )

i didnt post what happen yesterday because as soon as i got home..i got on the computer and was about to but then my sister walks in and yells at me to get off the computer and we got in a fight. it started out as a argument but yeah lead to a kinda physical fight. it ended because i pushed her away from me and she was calling me back and then i ( Read more... )

Ive been up since like 8:30 and it sucks fat balls!!! Im so freakin tired and i cant go back to sleep. I called sara up around 10:00 because she told me to call her when i wake up. I dont know what im doing today but i hella dont feel good. She wants to hang out and we probably are. Around 12:30 im going to go to Ceres High because my fat lazy ass ( Read more... )

I hung out with sara today. it was pretty cool. we just kicked it at her house and then went out and about, then we went to go eat and we went to go watch the medusas practice. it was pretty cool. the medusas are so awsome. anyways...then after that me and sara walked over to the park. it was pretty dark already...it was around 8:30 or so. we were ( Read more... )