i just woke up like 10 minutes ago. man i have hella shit to do today. uhh...i gotta clean my room big time cause its hella fuckin messy. stuff everywhere!! I gotta do my laundry, i gotta go to the bank, i gotta vacume the whole fuckin house, i gotta clean the pool, and my dad asked me to wash his cars. argh!!! gosh im so tired!!! anyways i better ( Read more... )

I wish i could read your mind and hear your thoughts as you see me, so that i could just fiugre out if you wanted me or not

We ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us ( Read more... )

i just got home from work like 5 minutes ago. i had to stay after and quiz people on their mc donalds knowledge. again it was very quiet because i dont talk to anyone anymore.... anyways, im off tomorrow, thursday, and friday. who knows whats gonna happen. chaz asked me to go to his baseball game thursday night but yeah we'll see if that will still ( Read more... )

Man i gotta get ready to leave for work in like 10 minutes. argh!! im like hella tired and im feeling hella lazy today. umm...okay thats nothing different but yeah its like im hella out of it. i havent worked in like freakin 6 days or so and yeah i hate going to work after having HELLA days off. But its all good i get off work today at 4:30. Just ( Read more... )

*Sigh* I woke up at 5am cause I couldnt sleep. I noticed that today is the 23rd of september. It would have been a month today if me and chaz were still going out. This Sucks BIG TIME!

i went to yvettes today. around umm...8:30pm or so around there. i walked over there cause her b/f took forever so me and her just kicked it. we waited until fuckin 10pm and him and his friend dustin show up. we kick it outside yvettes house until like 10:30pm and then go to jack in the box. the whole time im telling yvette that i dont wanna be ( Read more... )

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last night i was looking in my closet and i find my video camera. i charged up the baterry for awhile and then i turned it on and began to talk to it. began recording myself talking about stuff. i guess its another way to express myself instead of just doing it in drawings, writing, or poems. it was pretty cool. i felt good afterwards. i talked ( Read more... )

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