Comments | funkadacious: Long Time No See

funkadacious

Long Time No See

Jun 29, 2005 13:54

I usually dont write in this thing but I have had some weird confusing feelings lately. Lately I a have not been happy with my life. Nothing has really made me happy in a long time. I usually smile to make others feel good but I'm the one usually feeling empty inside. I am tired of feeling like a chamelion changing who I am to fit in the group. Its ( Read more... )

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darinmoore June 29 2005, 20:12:09 UTC

Nah, everyone feels like that at some time or another. It's probably just a phase. When it happens to me, I try to go out and do stuff to take my mind off of things, and for the most part it works. Don't worry, hang in there and it will soon pass.

-Darin

funkadacious June 30 2005, 16:26:54 UTC

Thanks kiddo, maybe its just my hormones saying that I am a gaywad. (what exactly does a gaywad look like....?) But the truth is I feel alot better now that I slept on it. STill....thanks!

jesimica June 29 2005, 20:50:31 UTC

Hey Mary!! Long time no talk, seriously! Since you were at my house! I just thought I would comment to say that I seriously don't think anything is wrong with you, and that I can kinda maybe relate to what you are saying. Although I don't feel like I'm playing many different roles, it is so often in the past few months that I have been faking how I really feel or what I really think to make other people happy, or to not burden other people and stuff. And like you said, I usually smile to make others feel good but I'm the one usually feeling empty inside. I totally get that!! And it gets so tiring after a while, that I almost feel like I just want to push everyone away so I don't have to do it anymore. But at the same time, I absolutely hate being alone and so..yeah, I can't win. Lol. Anyway, this was a long comment...but hey if you ever wanna chat my AIM name is BerryPrincess78 if you have AIM, my email is KrazyKurlz87@yahoo.com if you wanna email! Maybe soon we can have another basketball night thingy and you can come over again, ( ... )

funkadacious June 30 2005, 16:22:41 UTC

Thanks its nice to know that people can relate to my lil drama expose. What surprises me though is that people are actually reading my crap. *smacks myself in face outta shock* I usually put my stuff in there just to let off steam. Wow I feel loved! But anyways, thanks for the encouraging words and I had a great time last night playin B-ball. My pants didnt though...

jesimica June 30 2005, 17:47:47 UTC

Lol!!!! I'm so gonna put a picture of your butt on my lj...you can't see the tear...but in honor of it...hahahaha.

funkadacious July 1 2005, 16:10:10 UTC

oh noooooooo!

jbh2005 June 29 2005, 21:50:12 UTC

Lo Siento Mary!!! If you want to hang out sometime, call me and we can do shisha....but we can't move it. LOL! Cheer up. maybe it is just hormones, they suck ass.

funkadacious June 30 2005, 16:10:07 UTC

Thanks bud, I am already feeling better. Thats why I love all my friends. Seriously if it wasnt for you guys I would be living in a ditch somewhere laying in the fetal position.
Love ya Blane-o