I feel really out of all my friends lives & its seriously getting under my skin. I think i'm gonna break-up with Jacob tonight, & i feel terrible cuz he loves me & i can tell but i feel like i can't feel that for him. Phil hates him, Chris hates him, the entire soccer team hates him. i dont know if i can handle that peer pressure. i feel really bad ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up @ 5 am to drive to Nashville & almost miss my flight to surprise katie in Connecticut. But i made it, i flew to Cleveland Ohio & then had an hours wait (i colored) then i flew into Hartford to discover that her mom had told her 3 days ago i was coming. how upsetting! but still i'm here, my plane didnt crash! YESSSSSSSSSS! i ( Read more... )

Its Whos Bithday? O SHIT! ITS MINE! Happy Birthday Caroline! Why thank you Caroline :D

none of the friends called, pretty sad. I wore a crown all day & since i was at drivers ed wenever i went on break ppl working in the mall were like "whats the crown for?" & i said "ITS MY BIRTHDAY!" i felt special

i just wish i could have spent it with my

.: x Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: It was a Monay, early in our honeymoon. I woke up around 5, my body clock still on Eastern time ( Read more... )

i DEFF. had more fun @ Riverbend last year, o well. Lastnight i went with Kellie & met up with Mr. Penn & Alex. the time flew & i Denise called to take me home but Chris said he'd take me home later so i stayed ano hour longer. I was sitting under a bridge waiting for Kellies ride & then me & Chris were gonna go & sum1 on top of the bridge threw up ( Read more... )

i'm really frustrated, & my teeth hurt, & my stupid birhtday party isnt working, & i dont have a pin to Riverbend, & none of my friends want to talk with me/hangout with me anymore, & i dont have enough fucking money to get out of this hell hole & fly to CT. I AM WAY TO STRESSED OUT FOR SUMMER ( Read more... )

i am planning on having my 16th birthday party on June 16th. It will most likely be a pool party/cook-out @ my grandparents. I need help planing & stuff cuz i've never had a birthday party before hahaha & i have to plan it all by myself. I would really like it if someone will help me with this, i know tina is good @ planning but i dont know if she ( Read more... )

KELLIES BACK! yippee! i'm excited, she back from FL, but grounded. shes supposed to get her lincense like this week & then we're so effing outta here. i'm not gonna come back for a while i dont think. I'll tell my mom i'm goin outta town or sumthin & just live @ kellies, or we'll drive to FL where the druggies live. or we'll go to CT to see katie ( Read more... )

i'm suffocating, all day i tried to escape from this hell, calling people trying to get out & no one would help. i feel like i'm drowning in warm water

My mom says i'm not aloud to talk to Javi & Chris anymore. i fucking hate her. Me & Chris hung out lastnight & she was just like "he doesnt like you Caroline, you can't talk to him anymore" i was like wtf?? & then she said the same thing about Javi, & i dont really care about him hahaha, but Chris is a really cool guy & i'm WAY pissed that shes ( Read more... )