i think...this is it.................

im such a failure in so many ways......................

im sick of failing....

No wonder friendship necklaces are broken hearts ( Read more... )

IM DONE

I wish i could poof erase it all and start aknew

Wow a lot has occured in less than 20 days...lets see my whole thing about Norm being an ass still holds true except I got an even bigger slap in the face when I found out he has control over Richie as well..which in short means..no more Norm or anyone close to him..yep I'm through have been for awhile now and it feels damn good...hopefully I can ( Read more... )

I know this may sounds silly and liek I'm talking a bunch of crap but....I realyl feel liek I've change drastically just from th elast time I wrote in here. Really it's been since I've turned 21..I met some amazing people and I guess that could be part of it the people you spend time with have a great influence over you. Lucas and I have had our ( Read more... )

I really am at a loss right now...everything seems so shadey..the longer I am at this college and around the same people I start to realize the shadey bull shit that goes down in greater detail and ALWAYS surprises me more and more......it's anoying as fuck and i will admit...it hurts sometimes....a great deal ( Read more... )

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SO much has happened since i last wrote in here...ill update later but for now I will say...i think the world has gone crazy because i have had 2 men declare their love for me...one purposed...yes purposed MARRIAGE to me... :O..someone i never would have thought to do so..pretty much tell me he wants me and can't wait to see me...a guy who's ( Read more... )

maybe i do need to check into a stess center..or just go to school and say bye bye to this hell hole....

ive lost my voice which isnt good because i work service desk tonight..4-1030..what what...its my last day/night of work though...thank the lord.