I am from Old Florida ( Read more... )

so i'm in tally now and it's weird and i'm adjusting...
i start classes tomorrow and i'm pretty nervous...
yep...
and i miss home and my friends and my boy...i miss you guys a lot

i leave in about 40 hours. that is insane.

wow.

i'm sad.

and nervous.

and excited.

and scared.

college is a lot of stress.

bye bye bradenton.

hello tallahassee.

craziness ( Read more... )

i can't belive it's all almost over. i was always so looking forward to graduation and leaving and college and all that jazz...but now i'm really starting to freak out. just freak out! i'm still excited for college, but i'm so not excited to be moving 5 hours away from these people that i love so much. relationships i've had for literally half my ( Read more... )

i didn't mean to do it. i never planned it to be like this. i should have just ran away. i knew she didnt mean what she said. i knew this would come back to bit me in the ass. you know how i know? because almost every girl is the same when it comes to this. and when you have a girl who is dramatic and has strong emotions on this topic, i knew it ( Read more... )

wow, i cannot come to grips with how it all really is. i didnt see it. i didnt want to see it. i'm scared to see it. because i shouldnt see it. seeing it makes things complicated. i dont want complicated. but it's there. even though i want to run from it it's there. i didnt think it would actually be there. why did i find you now? how did i find ( Read more... )

i am guessing my life. when did this start happening and how is this ok? i know it's normal but it's scary as hell. i don't know what to do about anything anymore. did i make the right college choice? if i tell him that will it make it worse? am i over reacting? when will it all stop and go back to normalness? back to when i knew what i wanted and ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here and i'm sad...generally not happy with my current state. i have my reasons, but i doubt that they're "real" reasons to the rest of reality. see, i wish i didn't get like this. i can't stand it. isn't more fun to pretend like everything's fine. why is this happening to me so close to what's supposed to be an amazing night? i don' ( Read more... )

girls are so incredible stupid sometimes. i mean, honestly do we not think at all before our actions? if you know you have offended someone, would not common sense say to not rub it in their face, or don't "turn the knife"...i mean come on! especially when they're threatening to beat your ass. this is why females are looked at as the "stupid" sex. ( Read more... )