i don't think my entries are all that morbid, or sad, at all. i don't try to sound depressed. i really like my life. and i would do very little to change it, even if i could. so you can keep your genie and the wishes he gives. just give me the chance to do what i want and care about what i want and i'll be fine and dandy
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ummm Joel I am my self I am no one else, I do not try mimic James or Nathan. I write how I feel. I am not one that would just put on a happy face. I will try to write when I am happy though just to show you that I am not all dark. I will write sad when I am sad ,and happy when I am happy. That is normal is it not. I feel putting on fronts or hiding things especially from friends is pointless; and mainly the people who read my journal are my friends. So I try not to do it.
So Joel... Though well meaning you wisdom and advice was pointless. I know you meant well so thanks.
We should hang out more. I have an urge to duel you again. We could do other stuff too. Maybe I'll see ya.
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"DOn't worry brittany, I'll get a job where I'm happy. I'll be everything you want."
awwww, joel. You already are.
-Brit
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So Joel... Though well meaning you wisdom and advice was pointless. I know you meant well so thanks.
We should hang out more. I have an urge to duel you again. We could do other stuff too. Maybe I'll see ya.
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