get over yourself. sometimes life's problems are lying right at your own feet. instead of always blaming everyone else, take a look at what you are doing to make a situation better.

i made it. today i was officially accepted to the school for film and television in new york. but that's not it, i am also getting a scholarship, we don't know how much yet because not all the applicants are in yet, but i will know may first just how much ( Read more... )

today was actually really good. i love me today. i hope this feeling lasts until tomorrow. it probably has something to do with the medication my doctor put me on yesterday, but i don't really care, i like being happy ( Read more... )

i am miserable. that's my life. it consists of lots of work and very little sleep. i hate being at home, and my parents have made sure that is all i can do. i would rather be at work right now, then i would at least be paid for my misery.

i can't go anywhere...and i feel lonely in alone in my room.

douche bag jordan boren wrote this to me. it made me laugh ( Read more... )

i hate myself today. maybe that will change tomorrow...but today i do.

i hate the way i have made people around me feel. i hate crying. i hate my desire to give up when things get too hard.

i need to get away...go away. i'm tired of being a burden.

i feel like screaming...as loud as i can...as long as i can.

depression. sucks.

ok my parents gave me this book called Shine, its supposed to prepare me for my future ( Read more... )

so if you read taylor's journal you know what's going on with us...and if you didn't, well go and read it ( Read more... )

so i got home from my big audition in dallas. it went ok, i just have to get all of my stuff in to know for sure ( Read more... )

hmm...so i think i might have gotten myself in trouble ( Read more... )