i get so sick of my brain.

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i hate my mom. god its my favorite thing to bitch about. she eithr acts like a condescending asshole or like she knows nothing.  yesterday she wouldnt stop with it. what way did we decide was the fastest? which exit is it? isnt that your doctor? wheres target at? like wtf ( Read more... )

my mother is so rude and inapropriate. 

oh tiny underwear why why did i buy you?
oh tiny underwear you dont even fit me
oh oh tiny underwear where where did i find you?
in the clearance clearance isle

i also hate that feeling that says bounce. but when you want to theres complications:
your not outta work yet
no car
buses aint running
my account is empty
its raining
i got school tomarrow
its late
its cold

when the time is right imma run so far.

i hate thinking that life just comes at you. i hate the thought of " you take what life gives you" and "god has a plan".  im sorry but that fuck i dont believe. life doesnt just come at you. you ever sit down for a whole day? just sit there, pee a couple times, even with the tv on, its not coming right at you. it takes forever. you've got time to ( Read more... )

i feel like i dream more than i get real sleep.  a dream i had while i napped from 4:30-7:32, me and austin were at chas's house and it was surprisingly clean and chic, a printer and a scanner were in her shower labeled spa. i dont get it. then i threw up cause i guess i was drunk in my dream. then joel and his dad picked me up and drove me to ( Read more... )

it turns out that im not allowed to paint the bathroom red so now all the accesories i picked out for the bathroom wont match

i hope angie and chelsea get her soon since they are the bestest ever.

i work hard and put my back into it
trying to get it done so i dont have to look at it
i need help to reach
and you, you instead ate a damn sandwich
woa is me woa is me
i am cursed with the dawdle of you
the next step i need to take will not be taken soon
but tomarrow when you have finished
finished what i asked, and what you agreed to do.