Tonight I'm going to el flop, should be a good party. Apparently, everyone has been asking where I've been - I'm really looking forward to being the 'popular dude' when I show up. Maybe it's not so profound or anything like that, but hell. Everyone likes when they enter a room and people shout their name, raise their cups and hugs go around like ( Read more... )

i was reading old entries in my journal, around the times in my life where i was feeling similar to how i'm feeling now, and I came across this poem. i love this poem. i love it more because i wrote it and i still love it, two years later. i hope someone else out there loves this poem. if they do, would they tell me ( Read more... )

I forgot the purpose of this thing. Well, I remembered one purpose, the 'bitch about all bad things in my life' purpose. But I forgot about the 'recount all days events so you can look back at this and realize you're not always miserable' purpose. Huzzah ( Read more... )

It's been too long since I updated last. I don't really know why, I've been living at home for a few months now. Probably because I have to use my mom's computer for internet. Gah ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I updated. Last time I checked, it was the 'my car was stolen again' post. Well, that sucked. But, they got my car back, again. Fucking assholes. Get your own car. This one is mine, bitches. It's not great, but it's mine. It's sitting in my parent's driveway, still not repaired because they won't repair it until I ( Read more... )

Of all the things I listed earlier tonight, have my car stolen again was NOT one of them.

It's almost time to end it all.

My life is so fucked up, and I really can't understand how I've made it this far, but I really don't think it's going much farther. I have no job, no car, no school, I'm a broken shell of a man.

Goodnight, sweetheart,

So tonight is Friday and school is officially over, so there are plenty of possibilities for me, none of which seem terribly interesting ( Read more... )

Goddamnit. Back on the Shannon train again. Goddamnit indeed.

http://www.razorba.com/default.asp - birthday/christmas present for me! for those of you that haven't seen, it's a joke...for those of you that have...you know how desperately i need it! haha...gross ( Read more... )

auditioned, called back and cast my film. i'm really fucking excited ( Read more... )