Well its here I go in to get induced tonight at 1am! I'm scared I have a 30-40 percent chance of a c section, which I do not want! But the baby is getting too big for me and she wont come out.

Two weeks till I can start being my old self, well it won't happen right then and there but at least this 7 pound little human will be out of me and I wont feel so drained. All I want to do is sleep it takes way too much energy doing anything, I can even make the damn bed with out running out of breath. I am going though such a scary time, I don’t ( Read more... )

It hard to believe that i'm all grown up, baby on the way all married and stuff. I dont know where all my time went to, I dont know when I grew up ( Read more... )

Well a little less then 6 weeks to go. I want to get back to my normal self and be able to move freely.

10 weeks left, I can't wait to hold little bella in my arms. Life is good I got a womderful husband, cute cat and big belly with a beautiful little girl just waiting to see the world. Great job, I got anoter raise last week, with another one to come next month.

Got DSL now! YAY YAY YAY for DSl!!!

Yesterday I was having painful cramps in my stomach. When I called the doctor they told me not to worry unless they became stronger and if I was having more then six in one hour. By the end of the day they were so bad I was turning pale at work I finally got home and had Darren take me to the labor ward at Redlands community I felt like I was in ( Read more... )

I just got back from the droctors and had my sonogram. I'm having a girl 95 % sure of it. Izabella May is the name we are thinking of. The pichtures are amazing!!

It's amazing what can happen in just a year. A year ago I was planning on moving out, a year ago I had no one in the world who I trusted, a year ago I was not sure where my life was headed. I still remember the times when I could careless about anyone or anything. I just wanted to get high and sit and write. I could never image my life turning out ( Read more... )

So we get to move once again, same complexes just down stairs. We get a yard, grass, a tree, flowers! It's awesome! 4 more months of pregnancy left. I can't wait! I've grown so much since last month. It sucks how tired you get when your living for two. I can't wait till the baby comes. I know it's going to be hard but it will all be worth it. ( Read more... )