So, since i haven't updated for a while, here's the lowdown on Meredith ( Read more... )

Comfort- found in this addiction ( Read more... )

Church was convicting. So was aaron's comment from my last post. Both life changing ( Read more... )

I'm not writing this because of anything that anyone has said. I feel the urge to do it on my own. So, mom and daddy. I'm sorry. My parents aren't bad people. They make mistakes, as do i. But i've been quick to judge lately and they've suprised me with grace. I've really enjoyed hanging out with my mom on thursdays and having girl time. I don't ( Read more... )

I went shopping for my dress yesterday! My mom and best friend came with me...I FOUND THE DRESS!!!! I cried when i put it on. (lame...i know.) but i looked so beautiful and amazing. Probably because i didn't even look like me. But anyways...yeah! Leave your calendars open for June 11, 2005! It'll be the extravaganza of the century! And you'll most ( Read more... )

Holy hell! I love all of you ( Read more... )

I checked my email this morning and someone left me a comment on my xanga site about how i cuss and its so wrong. Is it bad that i think they're stupid? I don't even know who this person is, they just wanted to be a fag. so i guess i can learn to deal with it.

My mom's trying. She's been over to the Miller's house twice now to check up on me and let the Miller's know about my "dark side" as she likes to call it. She saw my sketches, which i had done such a long time ago when i was super depressed. So of course they're all about death, she freaked out. It was kind of funny though. But she wanted Candice ( Read more... )

The frat and sorority houses remind me of something out of Harry Potter. I'm trying to quit smoking to take away some of the smog in this city. I failed last night. But i'm going to try again ( Read more... )

I've been up to the usual i guess. Working, and cleaning my room. But this week i've been cleaning the whole house cuz i'm house sitting for the Rauch's. Tonight i'm pretty lonely cuz Katy left to house sit for someone else. So I went out to the hot tub, grabbed a drink, and chilled. It felt nice and warm and relaxing, but it was missing something ( Read more... )