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standing by the door looking out into the emptiness (but also fullness) of a raining sometimes thundering constantly in motion (but also unmoving) night. watching my friends disappear into cars and disappear out of sight. something about the finality of closing the door and moving on to something else prevented me from doing so. i had to try so

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[godispullman]

i guess we all knew that this would happen one day, but i never could imagine what it would be like. i have always had trouble realizing things (like realizing the feeling of being finshed with school for the summer or graduating high school or even going away to school two or three states away from most of the people that i know and love) but i think this time, i understand what it is like. it makes me proud to see all of my friends succeding and doing big things but in the same breath i wish we all lived within five minutes of eachother with no responisbilities to interfear with our socializing but i know that would be impossible and would eventually grow old. i know that we will have a week together somewhat regualarly (every six months, year, two years?) but visits will definatly be in order (as often as possible