here goes nothing...

[furtherfromfar]

it's come to my attention that i make a certain someone feel uncomfortable, or awkward (it's the same thing). i guess i assumed something i shouldn't have... that maybe there was still a small chance that you liked me deep down. i guess i was wrong. i guess i let myself believe it because i wanted it to be true. i wanted it to be true so bad. i

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[let_me_be_frank]

how can anyone be awkward around you? you are awesome...
Im quite sure i know who you are talking about...the fact that you are willing to stop liking just so she wont hate you shows you are being completely honest and true...anyone that cant see that is not worth it. And its hard..but dont sweat it.
see you in class....peace.

[forever_destiny]

I'm sorry your sad. :-/

[furtherfromfar]

eh i'm going to be ok kiddo. don't you worry about me.

[anirampunks]

Aww Anthony, if that's the way she feels, then she sucks. You can do better than that. We all <3 you.

[furtherfromfar]

she doesn't suck.

[anirampunks]

you're awesome.

[hi_charlie]

and you're not.

[hi_charlie]

okay..
im sorry. you dont make me feel awkward.
i only didnt want you to take me to the show because i didnt want to lead you on or make you think something was between us. i like you as a friend, i love hanging out with you. if you dont want to see me, thats fine you dont have to but i'll miss you.

and btw i dont suck.."anamarina" or whatever.

<3carly

[furtherfromfar]

all things said... i'm an idiot. and i am quick to write down whatever i feel at any given moment, even if it isn't how i really feel. i want to be around you because i cherish our friendship. i love hanging out with you. i think when we're together we can have so much fun. i just thought that because you felt awkward around me (or so someone said) that i was ruining that for us, and i didn't want that. i knew you knew about me liking you still, or at least knew you thought i did, and i figured that was why i was kinda getting the brush off. i am not going to like you like that anymore, i promise. our friendship will simply be that, friendship. if you don't have a problem with me being around you then i guess everything is good. so i hope.

btw i am glad to see you and steph are friends again. it really makes me happy.

aww

[forever_destiny]

awwww, we are reunited once againt :-)