A Mystery?! Or an Undeniable Truth!?
What's the undeniable truth behind the egg muffins?
...It's the Eeeeeeeeeggsssssss...
Name: Lindsey
Nicknames: Zee, Rinji or Rin
Gender: I happen to have Tatas...
Sexual preference: I'm bismexual... I love everyone! An equal opportunity lover ;D
Age: 24
Chinese Zodiac: Rat
Western Zodiac: Aquarius
Likes: Candy, sugar, sweets in general, art of all forms and crafts of all types, reading, writing, I loooove music, I like being kept busy and being bored or having to sit still makes me antsy and I fidget frequently, although I'm very capable of sitting statue still when the occasion calls for it, video games, gardening, sewing, sculpting, cooking/baking, cleaning, I love tea, fashion, clothing, accessories, makeup, swimming, and various other things.
Dislikes: My mother, when people fight, when people are unhappy, black licorice, silence, being alone, when people scream, criticism, when someone gets praise for something I did first or I did better, being put on the spot, stress, being unproductive, making people angry, the smell and taste of blood, being told what to do or what to think (although, of course, at work I do what I'm told if it's a part of the job or I'm helping out), selfishness, cruelty, seeing my friends in trouble and not being able to help, being sad because it makes other people unhappy or angry with me, migraines, being helpless, lots of stuff.
Strengths: Intelligent (though people often mistaken me as being stupid), artistic/crafty/creative, great problem solver, understanding, caring, loving, forgiving, hard working, adventurous, great cook, pretty good at cleaning, passionate, graceful, hyper-aware of danger, fun, funny, amusing, trustworthy (usually), elegant, honest (sometimes brutally so), not easily angered, not easily made to panic, not easy to scare, etc.
Weaknesses: Hyper-sensitive, a bit dramatic, I take too long to get ready to go, a little co-dependent (I need my friends approval and love a lot more than most), a little teasing/sadistic, a bit arrogant, somewhat haughty, can't seem to take anything seriously but takes things too seriously when I do, too honest, too open, tends to push people away, tendency to "overdo", manipulative, workaholic, somewhat unstable, oblivious to my surroundings and sometimes other peoples feelings, either too loud or too quiet, gullible, naive, too trusting, competitive, etc.
Hobbies: Singing, reading, writing, making graphics/icons, drinking tea, making new recipes, baking, cooking, cleaning, origami, sculpting, sewing, making jewelry, painting, drawing, photography, knitting, making designs, swimming, drinking, research, growing bacteria, studying, making friends, singing, playing the yokobue, decoupage, listening to music, walking, cosplay, doing makeup, cutting/dying/bleaching hair, magick, candle making, decorating jewelry boxes, tons of stuff.
Talents: problem solving, I can hold my breath for 2 minutes and 30 seconds at least (practice from holding my breath through tunnels to get wishes), I have decent aim with guns and darts, moving quietly (ninja-ing?), making people laugh, I can take my underwear off without taking my pants off, I'm a good cook, good at making things, good at... almost anything I attempt. Socially, I'm not so fantastic at close relationships but on a superficial level, like with co-workers, classmates and strangers or in public, I'm incredibly charming and people find me attractive and interesting.
Personality in three words:
Eccentric, Good-hearted, Fun
For yourself...
Leader or follower:
I'm usually a follower because I never really seem to care where I'm going so long as I'm going somewhere, and I find it easier just to do whatever the leader says because I have other things to worry about rather than having to organize the group, but when no one assumes the leader position or when everyone is panicked or unhappy, I usually assume the leader position and I'm told I'm pretty excellent when I take the lead. More often than not I just wander in a different direction from everyone else and do my own thing. I guess it sort of makes me a social loner lol Maybe it's just an Aquarius thing?
Aggressive or passive:
I can be terribly passive aggressive or I'm just passive. Either I don't care that I'm angry, or I am angry and can't ignore it but I try to and fail. I try not to get revenge, but sometimes my bias towards someone else's misfortune is just too good. But it takes a lot to make me angry enough to try to screw someone over in a silent and untraceable manner.
Outgoing or reserved:
I'm both, at extremes. I can be terribly quiet and leave awkward silences a great deal. I'm told that sometimes it makes people feel uncomfortable, though I don't mean to. I'm often busy thinking a thousand things over and looking for solutions and prefer not to drag other people into what I'm thinking over because I ignore everyone's advice anyway. Other times, when I'm out with friends or having fun, I can get loud and can tend to talk non-stop to the point where I have to be MADE to shut up. I'd like to mostly center myself towards the idea that I'm out-going, though. I don't often shy away from situations where I have to be with people. I like going to parties and events and such. I like being around other people. I really, really, really, really, really hate being alone. Nothing bothers me more unless I'm writing or busy making jewelry or sculpting. During those times I'd like a maximum of one person in my company.
Love or lust: Often times I can be kind of shallow, so I'm going to say Lust. I really am the romantic sort, I like being in relationships, and I won't say I love someone unless I do. But then sometimes I like to keep in mind other definitions of love in my mind at the time. I'm not particularly sexually fond of males. Probably from abuse, though I've always been bisexual for as long as I can remember. But odds are that if I like a girl, or I think she's pretty and I find her charming, if she dragged me off towards the bedroom, even at random, there would be little to no resistance. However, if I'm taken at the time, I would fight tooth and nail. I do my best not to cheat. I don't like hurting peoples feelings. I often hurt peoples feelings regardless, though.
Share feelings or bottle them up:
My automatic defense system makes it so that I bottle my feelings up. Even if I've been sobbing, once I answer the phone I'm cheery and laughing. There's a lot of times where I was crying in front of people and it was so subtle that they didn't notice. My voice doesn't crack when I speak afterward. If anyone asks if I'm crying due to sniffling I always laugh and say, "Uhg, yanno! It's these stupid allergies!! They just show up so RANDOM, you know what I mean? Grrr! I'll beat you pollen/dander molecules yet!" and start laughing. Even when people or pets die, I do my best not to cry. People end up calling me cold because of it. I seem inept at consoling others, too. Often times when people are crying I sit quietly and look away or I walk away. I know it's not right, I'm just not sure what the appropriate action is. Probably because I'm inexperienced at being consoled. Often times when I get angry, that's silent, too. The only thing I tend to make noticeable is when I'm happy and amused. I laugh even when things aren't really that funny and I have a hard time taking things seriously. Serious situations, when people are hurt, when there's been violence, when someone is angry, when everyone is scared, or the situation is stressful I start laughing or making jokes. Maybe I'm emotionally shallow?
For your ideal partner...
Leader or follower: I'd probably want a follower. I'm not very good at taking orders all the time. On occasion, it's fine. At work or in school, alright. But I rebel often even in those situations. If I had to have someone around almost all the time, I would like to be giving the orders and I would like them to be followed well. I also often go off in confusing directions and need someone who would follow after me. I like the company.
Aggressive or passive: Probably passive as I can sometimes get on peoples nerves. I seem to have this child-like sort of defiance and can be opinionated, haughty and bitchy. I'd need someone who over-looks those things and can't be undone by them. Because if the other person gets mad at me for it, I get even angrier at them for being angry with me. But when it comes to things like me over-working, not caring for myself, not eating, not drinking, not sleeping, drinking too much alchohol, smoking too much, or about to do something stupid, I need someone who is able to fight with me. I normally fight back pretty hard, but I need someone more determined to care about me than I am determined in undoing myself. After a while, I stop fighting so hard and so often.
Outgoing or reserved: Outgoing would be nice. I like people who are social. They don't have to talk continuously or anything, but I'd be so happy if they tried to get along with others and liked the company of others. I like being around people and I like socializing and I don't want anyone that would hold me back from that or someone who wouldn't join me.
Love or lust: I'd very much like someone who can balance the two. I'm passionate and intense, so I'd like someone else who can be so, too. Love is wonderful in a relationship, but without lust it dies quickly. And sex without love is like sugarless candy. Just not as sweet and really... kind of disgusting.
Share feelings or bottle them up: I would like someone who shares their feelings. I normally have so much to deal with that I can't find the time to fight and argue and pry and demand that they tell me what is wrong or how they feel. It would make life so much easier if that person would appropriately tell me how they feel. Then no misconceptions can be made. And I find that if someone can tell me how they feel, it makes it easier for me to tell them how I feel, too.
Favorite Fruits Basket chapter/s or episode/s and why: I like the chapter where they explained the story of God and the thirteen animals. I read it over and over and over again because I guess it struck something in me. I could very, very closely empathize and sympathize with Kami.
Favorite Fruits Basket character and why: I won't lie, Ayame is my favorite. Mostly because I can relate to him easiest, in a lot of ways. Personality-wise, I guess. But I can also relate to Ritsu a lot. (Strange, non?) I also greatly enjoy Hatori for his humorous comments and also because I feel so badly for him. He really is a great guy, but also such a tragic figure.
Traits you are looking for in a partner: trustworthy, honest, helpful, someone who will have my back, someone I can work like a team with (make dinner together, agree on who we're visiting on Christmas and wrap the presents together, I need a partner... really), someone who is understanding, caring, and fully trusts me and trusts in my ability to be a good person and trust that my choices were what I saw as being good even if they turn out to be the wrong choices. I want someone who isn't jealous of me but respects me and is proud of me that I can also be proud of. Someone kind, courteous, and considerate. Someone who enjoys the little things and is as passionate about my interests as I am, but also that has their own thing... because I like learning about new things and might get curious enough to find out more about what they're interested in. Someone who is sentimental and enjoys reading and learning, someone cheerful (though it's not like it's a crime to be sad, either lol) someone I can have tea and cookies with and feel safe with. I'd like a creative dreamer, someone sweet. I also want someone with flaws. I don't want to be the only person who always has problems with themselves. Because it's unfair to ask someone to tolerate my flaws and help me resolve them when I'm unable to help that person resolve their flaws. I want someone I can help just as much as they can help me. Being a good cook doesn't, hurt either. ^^; I really like it when someone cooks for me because it's often so rare. I'm normally the one who is cooking dinner. It'd be great if they could make tea, too, and enjoyed tea. ^^; Kind of my favorite thing to drink. Fond memories of childhood.
Traits you dislike: Being judged or having someone assume my intentions were for selfish reasons, someone who doesn't trust me, someone who thinks I'm lying to them or cheating on them. I don't want someone who is critical and won't be there for me when I need them. I don't like people who are jealous when I do something better than they do or achieve something they haven't yet. I also don't like hyper-religious people. Don't really like vegans, either. No extremists. And no slobs. I don't mind a little bit of messiness, but being clean would be very helpful. And someone who isn't lazy. They don't have to be a workaholic like I tend to be, but I don't like people who just sit around on their asses when there's work that direly needs done or when they could be joining me in doing something that's fun or helping me do stuff.
Describe your ideal first date in detail:
A date where I don't stutter or get sick, I hope lol Um... I'd really like to be able to go out somewhere nice for dinner. Preferably somewhere that serves Japanese cuisine but also offers things such as steak, just in case my date isn't in the mood for Japanese food. Have a couple of drinks and such. I'd pay. And I think it would be nice to walk around in a city, with lots of shops and such. Lots of stuff to look at. If it was a girl, I'd probably buy her flowers and maybe a couple of other things while window shopping before finding somewhere pretty and peaceful to sit and talk for a few hours. Top it all off with some nice dessert somewhere. Ice cream? Some decadent cake? Chocolates? Whatever looks best at the time. Personally I think a luxurious chocolate cheesecake would sound great with a glass of sangria. And of course if it was a guy, I'd go home first. If it was a girl, logically she would be taken home first. Good night kiss. Signed sealed and delivered. But of course, you know, in hindsight(!!!) I would probably make them a significant piece of jewelry and wrap it up with perhaps other sweet things, or maybe even tickets to an event of some sort, depending on their interests and gender of course and give it to them before they went in with directions to open it only before they get into bed. That way the night could go on being lovely even when I've gone and with tickets, it's a promise of a second date! ^^
Anything else?
Yes. Thinking about the cheesecake has made me so very hungry. *sigh*